Never Full on a Diet
At the nurses' station, the charge nurse held up a form and addressed the room.
"Our department has one nomination spot for the Regional Nurse of the Year award. The winner gets a 50,000-dollar bonus.
"Who wants to apply?"
The moment the words left her mouth, every head in the room turned toward Whitney Farris.
She was the prettiest nurse in the department and held a bachelor's degree. Everyone knew her family had it rough. Her father had passed away years ago, her mother relied on daily medication, and she still supported a younger brother at home.
That form had clearly been saved for her.
Whitney's eyes reddened as she gently pushed the form back.
"Ma'am, I know my family's situation isn't great, but I can earn my own money. There are plenty of people who need this more than I do. Please give the spot to someone who really needs it.
"There are so many of us in this department. Whoever you think has it the hardest, just give it to them. I could never bring myself to ask for something like this."
She spoke barely above a whisper, her back perfectly straight, as though she were carrying every unfair thing that had ever happened to her and still refused to bend.
The nurses around her were already moved by the speech, calling her brave, saying she had more dignity than anyone they knew.
Only I saw the lines of floating text drifting through the air above her.
[Whitney, stop playing hard to get! If you push that form away, someone else will really take the chance!]
[This isn't some ordinary award! The hospital director personally oversees this Young Talent Initiative! You'll be getting a 50,000-dollar bonus plus a permanent position, and a three-year fellowship at Westgate Medical Center! Come back from that and you're next in line for charge nurse!]
[She wants it so badly. She just loves the feeling of everyone rallying around her, begging her to accept. This chance could change her entire life!]
My eyes locked on those words. [Change her entire life.]
My fingers curled tighter, one knuckle at a time.
My father's chemotherapy bills were 30,000 dollars overdue.
My sister's tuition still had not been paid, and there were only 2,000 dollars left in my account.
This award was the only lifeline I had.
The charge nurse was about to take the form back when I stepped forward.
"Ma'am, since Whitney doesn't want to apply, could I try for the spot instead?"
Whitney turned to look at me, and the smile on her face froze solid.