Ladywoffie
I can see a number above everyone's head. It represents how many times we'll still get to meet.
When I was ten, my grandmother's number had only one left.
She braided my hair one last time, and that night she slipped away in her sleep.
By the time I graduated college, my mentor's number read two.
After our second meeting, he moved his whole family overseas and never came back.
At twenty-five, I married Cardo Falcone, the Don of the Falcone family.
Seven years married, and he came home on time every single day. Every dollar he earned went into our joint account. No matter how busy he was abroad, he'd video-call me before bed.
And the most important thing: from the very first day I met Cardo, the number above his head wasn't a few hundred or a few thousand.
It was "∞," one that would never run out.
I thought that meant we were destined to spend the rest of our lives together.
Then Cardo started visiting Camilla, the family's advisor, more and more often.
When I pressed him about it, he paused for exactly one second, then bent down and kissed my forehead.
"After Marco passed, it's been hard on Camilla, raising Ellie all alone. I have to step in for the family."
Marco was Cardo's most trusted man. Three months ago, he died protecting Cardo.
Cardo swore he'd protect Camilla and Ellie, because Marco died for him.
That was the day I watched the "∞" above his head turn into a real, finite number.
I told myself a person's life is limited, so of course the "∞" would change.
But during those busy days, the number above his head kept dropping, falling faster with every trip he made to her.
On the eve of our seventh anniversary, the night I meant to surprise Cardo with the news that I was pregnant, he wasn't there either, because of Camilla.
In that moment, I understood. Numbers never lie. Cardo and I had no future left in this life.
I hid the pregnancy test report.
On the day I made up my mind, the number above Cardo's head turned into a bright red three.