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Shortly before I was due to reunite with my birth family, the five of us got together for a card game.
Vera Collins didn't lose once all night, yet I drank 12 shots of vodka in her place.
Every time I was about to play my last card, my adoptive brother, Allen Hayes, would block me with a high card, then deliberately play a low one that Vera could beat.
In the final hand of the night, I was down to my last card.
Allen played a high card to take the lead from me, then followed it with a low card that Vera could beat.
Vera beat it.
My boyfriend, Damon Reid, was holding high cards. He smiled and said, "Pass."
Leo Grant, who I'd grown up with, passed too.
Vera quickly laid down her last card. She'd won again.
She blushed and said softly, "Stop letting me win, you guys. Eva's going to be upset."
Allen pushed the 13th shot of vodka toward me. "Vera's good at cards. So what if you lose a few hands?"
Leo gathered Vera's cards for her. "You're different. When you lose, you get upset and try to hide it."
Damon idly ran his thumb over my palm. "Don't worry. Eva's not that petty. She can take a loss."
But they'd forgotten that tonight was supposed to be about celebrating my good news.
By the end of the game, not one of them had asked what my good news was.
Vera eagerly suggested we play again the following week.
Leo said casually, "Eva, get there early and save our spot again."
Allen added, "And get a new deck. This one's falling apart."
I nodded. I didn't tell them there wouldn't be a next time.
Beneath my last card lay a plane ticket to Sicily.
Next Monday, I was going home to my birth parents.
They'd made it clear, hand after hand, that all they cared about was helping Vera win.
So this time, I was leaving the table for good.