Rice Rabbit
My daughter, Clara Williams, turned seven today. We played a simple game to celebrate.
The rule was easy. I would start a sentence, and she would finish it.
It was a popular trend designed to see if a child was being criticized.
"First sentence," I said, leaning over the table. "Look at the other kids…"
I waited, a warm smile on my face. I had never raised my voice at her.
I spent years protecting her world, building her confidence brick by brick. I knew she was happy.
Her soft voice shattered that illusion instantly.
"They are so much better than you," she said, reciting the words by heart. "You aren't even worth a single hair on Lily's head."
Lily.
She was the daughter of Donald Williams’ ex-girlfriend, Valerie Thompson.
My chest tightened.
The air left my lungs all at once. It took everything I had to swallow the lump in my throat and move to the second prompt.
"What do you have to complain about?"
"Lily is younger than you," my daughter cut in, her voice small. "You have to give up everything for her."
She looked up at me nervously. Her little hands twisted the hem of her shirt under the table.
I squeezed my eyes shut, forcing down the sudden surge of nausea. I took a slow breath and tried sentence three.
"You've grown up already…"
"Go to parent-teacher conferences by yourself," she answered, looking at the floor. "I have to play family games with Lily."
I stopped. I couldn't bring myself to ask another question.
The cold truth was sitting right in front of me, but I was still clinging to a tiny shred of hope.
"Sweetheart," I whispered. "Who told you those things?"
"Daddy did."
She caught the change in my tone and panicked.
She quickly blew out the birthday candles, trying to lighten the mood.
She closed her eyes tightly, making a wish out loud.
"I wish I can be a better girl. Then Dad will be happy, and he will treat Mommy better."
The last candle flickered and died.
Darkness crept over the room.
My illusion collapsed right along with it.
I thought I was shielding my little girl from the monsters of the world.
I never guessed her own father, Donald Williams, was the biggest among the monsters.