Rising Ink
Three days after the SAT scores were released, I came across a post asking for advice.
[Both my older and younger sons are going to Northbridge for college. How should I split their living expenses so it's fair?]
The comments were almost unanimous.
[Why is this even a question? They're both your kids. Give them the same amount. That's the fairest way to do things.]
I was about to scroll past when the newest top comment caught my eye.
The profile picture belonged to my sister.
[Don't judge when you don't know the whole story.]
[I'm their older sister, so let me be honest. You can't raise two boys the same way.]
[The older one is pretty average-looking, and he's awkward and quiet. Even if you gave him money, he wouldn't know what to spend it on. Meanwhile, the younger one is outgoing and handsome, with great style. One pair of his limited-edition shoes costs over $2,000.]
[If you ask me, the older one should get $800, and the younger one should get $8,000. Each child should get the amount they need.]
Beneath her comment was a reply from my childhood best friend, Whitney Jones.
[Couldn't have said it better myself!]
[Besides, we'll all be in Northbridge anyway. We can keep your younger brother company, so your mom won't have to worry about him back home.]
Staring at the screen, I suddenly laughed until tears blurred my vision.
When we were kids, we would play hide-and-seek. All of them would sneak off together, hand in hand, leaving me alone in the dark attic, covering my eyes and counting.
Back then, I honestly believed that if I searched hard enough, I would eventually find them and become part of their little world.
However, every time I opened my eyes, they had already slipped away with my younger brother, leaving to buy ice cream without me.
It turned out nothing had changed since then.
They were still walking side by side toward the bright lights of Northbridge, while I remained nothing more than an afterthought, someone brought along just for the sake of the picture.
I deleted every university in Northbridge from my list and replaced them with schools in the far south, more than a thousand miles from home.
I was done playing the loyal supporting character in someone else's fairy tale. Their game could go on without me.