A Fault In Our Stars Book นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Zelest and I ate our food in silence and soon after we went through our project paper together, we set our bedrolls and slept, the stick—our makeshift idea of boundary—between us. The image of Zelest swimming burned itself into my skull. But so did that goddess-forsaken note. One of you won’t leave this camp alive. Pangs of pain and panic jolted me awake. My entire body ached with pain. I rolled over toward Zelest’s side of the tent and my heart sank. He wasn’t there.

Lucas’s voice broke through, soft but firm, his hands finding mine as he pulled me close, his touch warm against my trembling fingers. My pulse quickened, my eyes stinging as I looked into his eyes, their warmth a lifeline in the chaos. My heart ached, my throat raw as he held me, his voice low, his heart open with love. “It’s not your fault,” he said, his eyes blazing with conviction, his hands squeezing mine. “None of this is on you—Austin’s the one who chose this. We’re going to get through it, together.” My tears fell faster, my throat burning with the weight of his words, my stomach churning with the guilt I couldn’t shake.

I never once thought that we would end up like this. Why does God always take a life when I'm becoming happy? Can't I be happy without someone important to me dying? “I'm sorry, Faith…I'm sorry if we didn't become good parents to you…I'm sorry if we only saw Freya and we turned a blind eye to you. It's because I thought among the two of you, you're the strongest one and Freya is fragile. I'm so sorry, Faith. Please forgive me for everything that I have done, especially for what happened that night.”

My voice trembled and I took a deep breath to control my breathing as I tried to calm myself down. “It dawned on me that we never get what we want no matter how hard we try, something always goes wrong. Every Fucking time, something always goes wrong and it’s always my fault. My sister tried to kill you and I made her get out of prison. I felt terrible and it felt more like I actually had a hand in what happened. The woman who raised me got injured too. So I guessed it was best I stayed away from you and I'll be on my own. I guess it was Fate that the both of us were never meant to be together.”

I press my lips harder into her mouth, stealing her breath once more, but not caring about it. The yearning, the itch becomes a dull ache in my heart as she pats my chest. I keep my lips pressed to her sweet mouth for a moment longer before I release her and caress her face. She opens her eyes and looks at me in a daze. She is breathing heavily and so am I. “ It’s—It’s your fault. ” She pants. A wave of pain crashes over me as I nod. “ I know. ” I bring misfortune to everyone close to me. That’s why, those who know me, don’t want to be near me.

We talked about a few more mundane stuff for the next ten minutes, diffusing whatever tension was still there while I removed every scene of Cameron and Asher sex scene from my mind, while being grateful I was fast enough to make sure Amethyst didn't see something like that. "It's all my fault though," I said, "The door was locked, no one answered, I used my key to get in. A bit of your fault too because you called in sick and made me think something happened to you." Acknowledging the fact that both of us were at fault was kind of like a test. I wanted to know what she would say, I wanted to know how she would react and I wanted to know if she would defend herself. Her eyes fell downward, h

"And that makes me feel even worse. It's my fault. I should have kept my feelings to myself. I should have tried my hardest to move on—" "No, confessing will help you move on, I just know it. And he could have handled this properly," Neo is to be blamed for most of it, and so am I. Starliss is not to be blamed. She's just a girl in love. "You'll be fine," "Men are dicks,"

"It's really not your fault. Or mine. It's just…things escalated. And I'm not sure if it was the right time. But it's no one's fault." He sighed. "Of course it's no one's fault. It wasn't a mistake, after all. It's just…you drive me crazy. And I'm just trying to distance myself so I don't go crazy." "Go crazy, for all I care," I said. "Just…don't avoid me like that." He laughs and kisses my forehead, and then my lips. "If you say so, my lady." Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end. After a few more days of soaking the last of the autumn sun and breathing in the crisp air–and finally finishing that book I was reading–we had to return to Valeria.

⸻ Trying to forget him again. 💀 ⸻ But it failed. ⸻ For the first time in existence… The Book failed. ⸻ A new page appeared. 📖✨ ⸻ CLASSIFIED ENTITY RECORD DELETED NAME REMOVED ⸻ Then slowly… Letters began returning. ⚡ ⸻ ELIAN ⸻ 😱😱😱 ⸻ 🌙 The First Mistake The universe became silent. ⸻ The boy smiled. ❤️

I felt hopeless falling to the floor. It shouldn’t have happened. Going out with Aiden was a big mistake. I should have told her about it, instead of lying and hiding the truth from her. Larisa is my first love. We loved each other very much, but sometimes, things change. We don’t expect it to be and it’s very sad. I discovered I was into guys when I entered middle school. I couldn’t help myself being attracted to them. It’s like a disease, an addiction I couldn’t overcome. No matter how hard I tried, I fell for it.