Mafia Men: Nikolai's Inferno
I don't fucking like to lose my focus, attention, or control.
Dismissing Grace out of my bedroom, I walked to the bathroom to take a shower. I took off my clothes and stood under the shower, letting the waterfall all over me. I closed my eyes and she flashed before my eyes.
I hadn't touched any woman in more than a month. I couldn't, every other girl felt ordinary compared to her. She moved out of my house a month ago and fuck it, it made me want to strangle her.
I knew once I touched her, there will be no going back. I needed her, I wanted her, she had become my addiction and that was the reason I couldn't fucking have her.