Steamy Dreams
"I'm going to ask you something, and it's important that you tell me the truth."
I nodded. I'd tell him anything he wanted.
I was his good girl.
"Do you...and please, please answer honestly. Right now, do you need to masturbate?"
My life flashed before my eyes. All of it. Growing up in Albany, playing video games for hours on end, meeting Aaden, having my boys, moving out of New York State, switching jobs...in a moment, I saw everything I'd ever done, and I was ready to die.
Part of me wanted to faint. That would be a good excuse not to answer, right? I couldn't will myself to death, but I'm sure that with a little effort, I could force myself unconscious.