Unbeknownst
A pause, and then, gently, "Ellie, are you alright? You seem a bit far away."
"Just tired."
I closed the laptop and sat very still, listening to the water running upstairs and Lucas's high, tuneless voice. I thought of the aunt who'd once asked me when I was going to bring someone home. It struck me that I had done exactly that, and that the someone I'd brought had a house, a child, a former wife who wasn't dead, and no idea how to let me in. I had arrived at the thing I'd run away from my family to avoid. A life arranged around other people's expectations, except that nobody was expecting anything of me at all. I wasn't being measured. I was simply being allowed to wait.
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