And I Want To Fall In Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

The Chandelier, twinkling like stars above my head, the foreign wooden panels used for the flooring. The expensive artifacts that decorated the halls. This was it. This was the life I deserved, not Sonia. How dare she think she deserved this? How could a woman like her who didn't even understand the value of the man she was with deserve this? Smiling to myself, I reached down and touched the neatly wrapped finger Clinton had insisted on tending to earlier. I had cut myself on purpose, trying to get Clinton's attention and it worked out in my favor. He may still have feelings for Sonia right now, but I was going to make myself the love of his life.

' I was lost in a lonely place, Could hardly believe it, ye he ye Holding on to yesterday far far too long, I, I believe it's okay cause this time it's real. I lay my love on you, it's all I wanna do Every time I breathe I feel brand new You open up my heart, show me how you love and walk right through, As I lay my love on you "My love, I want six kids," I stilled. "What?" I deadpanned. Six, not even four?

Charlotte, what is your heart made of? Each word struck her like an ice-cold knife buried deep in her chest. Her whole body trembled violently, every nerve on fire. Her eyes went wide, veins reddening fast. For a moment, it felt as if the world itself was cracking and crumbling around her. Charlotte's mouth opened, but no sound came out. She could only let out ragged, desperate gasps. The truth hit her like a hammer. For years, she had hated the wrong man, trusted a liar, and loved the wrong person.

I know thіѕ. The lаѕt thing Cаrrіе wants to hеаr about rіght nоw is mу desire to hаvе kіdѕ. I hаvе tо аdmіt іt; whеn I fаll, I fall hаrd. It’ѕ ѕсаrу. I nееd to bасk it оff.

I tried to a lot, not to love you However, you cannot control love My heart has fallen for you Beloved, it is not the fault of my heart

"Exactly! They are couple goals!" I sigh dreamily. "I suddenly want to fall in love again." "I can make that happen."

No falling in love. Easy right?

"I made you a subject because I was too afraid to be a man. I kept you in a tank because I didn't know how to earn your love. This... this child... it is the manifestation of my greatest sin. My need to own the thing I love." He pulled me back so he could look into my eyes. "But I learned. I learned that love isn't about architecture. It's about the ruin. It's about being willing to fall apart so the other person can be whole. Let the bubble go, Panni. Let the water come. I’d rather drown with you as a man than live forever as a king in this grid."

But falling in love is like getting drunk, you wake up with a horrible hangover and swear you'll never drink again but you know deep within that you'll take a shot once again and it may sound pathetic but I trust love one more time and always one more time. So for you, yes YOU, if you ever want to fall for me, I will think about you a lot and it will surely feel like going on a roller coaster. I'll get butterflies from the highs and lows that you'd take me on. My head will get dizzy from the turns and jumbled signals you'd try to tell me and I will feel a rush and I will be running out of breath when you walk towards me but that's how I'd feel when I'm in love with you.

I blinked twice, searching for the right word to say, as soon as I opened my mouth to say something, he placed his index finger on my lips, "shush, hear me out please, I love you so much, I have always loved you, since the first day of junior high when you bumped into me, spilling ice-cream all over my shirt, I love the way your light brown eyes glow in the sun, I love how you blink 50 zillion times a second, I love how your hair dance on your shoulder, the way you smile, the way you care about others. I don't know why it took me moving out of the country to get the courage to talk to you, still I want you to know that, I love you so much Ava, I can't say the words enough, you don't have to