Novel & Cerita Aphmau #diaries

He cleared his throat dramatically and started reading from his phone. “‘I can’t get enough of them. Caspian fucks me so deep I forget how to breathe. Luka’s tongue on my clit makes me shake until I can’t see straight. And Asher… God, when he takes me from behind I feel completely owned. Sometimes I wonder if I’m addicted to them. If I’m becoming someone I don’t even recognize.’” Oh my God, my diary, the words I’d poured out in the safety of my own room now broadcast for the entire school.

Dear diary. Alive, I am alive. You must be thinking that i am a coward I didn't do what I wrote but if I would commit suicide then I would become coward. I was about to cut my wrist in my room but I was saved by reyan, sharik and adam. Reyan slapped me and they put some brain in my head and then I realized what was I doing was wrong. They told me if I did something then my family would not be able to live. I still have hope that I will bring my happy family back. HOPE...

David's snoring in the bed beside me, oblivious to what had happened. His arm slung over the pillow where my head should be. But I'm here, in the dim glow of my phone screen, scribbling this out in my diary, because if I don't, it'll eat me alive. Today wasn't just a slip; it was a dive, headfirst into something I've been circling for months. Or years, if I'm honest. ***** At Zephyra Art Gallery, I didn't just let it happen. I started it. Me. Poppy. The good wife, the one who packs David's lunch with snacks, fruit and love notes. What the hell is wrong with me?

“I said stalkers were sexy but this is not what I meant. I meant li…like a hot guy in a hoodie who writes poetry, not this girl spying like a freaky creepy CIA” Maya continued scrolling despite her own fear. “Okay, okay, let’s just wait… what’s this?” She held the phone closer. A new app icon sat quietly on the screen, something I’d never seen before brownish, simple, no name. Just a small notebook symbol. “It’s a diary app,” Maya breathed. She tapped it. A password screen flashed up immediately. Locked. “Of course it’s locked,” Sienna groaned. “The universe refuses to give me any peace.”

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"Open to the last page, you might want to read it." Iandor pulls out the thick diary, it has a light blue plain hardcover to it with a small 'L.H' at the bottom right corner of the book. The auburn-haired male guessed it was Hana’s initials. He quickly run the pages till it stopped at the last one, reading her entry it was entitled 'The boy who cried wolf.' Love comes in all different shapes and sizes, different races and beliefs, different skin and eye color. No matter who you were in love with you tend to risk your life and protect them even if it kills you.

Anin is sly, really sly. “Why were you crying, Amanah?” “I’d like to go home now,” I took the file Anin left for us. “Amanah,” he grabbed my wrist, and I sighed. “Diarrhoea,” I smiled and left the consulting room. I waved to the nurses and left the clinic with Miall hot on my tail. “Amanah!” Oh, catch up, you giant; I am not that far away from you. “Miall!” I shouted.

Edmund opened his diary, a padded red-cover book with his name written on it and wrote; "Dear diary, I have no idea what this feeling is but I do hope it's not love. It feels stupid to be so vulnerable because of a single human. It feels horrible to start being affectionate towards a mere mortal. Whenever I see someone so much as look at her, whether man or woman, I want to kill them. It's crazy what she does to me! If this is love, then, I just want somebody to shoot me in the head and end it all."

I blushed. "Let's go home as soon as the class ends, okay?." He said then kissed me again before leaving. Peggy rolled her eyes. Nina and Emily giggled. One of our girl classmates approached me. "Alora, my name is Amanda. You see, I admire you for admitting you have DID. I've been battling with depression for a year now. I would like to ask if we could talk sometimes?" She asked. I smiled and hugged her. "If you need someone to talk to, I'm here."

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