Because This Is My First Life Novels & Stories

“Yes. Life happens!” “A whole lot occurred in my life. Why this happened is because I was a girl, I was the first born and I always wanted to have a voice but my male counterparts wanted to silence that voice and since they were older and older than me, they always won. I got into serious depression, I drank and felt my life was completely useless.”

“Take care of myself?” Shaking my head, those words seem so damn selfish, even from his lips. I lived my first life for myself and the only highlight near the end was that pregnancy I had found out about and even then, I knew I wouldn’t live long enough to reap the benefits of it later. Frankly, I fucked up my first life living for my own selfish needs. Never again.

And why am I hurt like this? Because I know myself that I will end my life. When I fulfill my mission here. For now, I will enjoy my life first. Because I will be lost too. Life is short. I need to enjoy.

Bo Ra asked, “Let me finish. Why are you doing these all to me? I didn’t help you for at least once. But you… Why?” Hyun Joo said, “There is no other reason. It’s all because of just one thing. I love you.” Bo Ra asked, “Just for that?” Hyun Joo said, “Yeah! But don’t start to cry because of my answer. You are my first crush, you are my first love, you are my first kiss. Everything… you are the very first to me. Not only now always.” Bo Ra said, “I love you too.”

"This what you've always did right?" "This is what my mom taught me.. And this is why I'm alive right now. Life is tough Ave and every second person will try to bring you down..

On my birthday, my acceptance letter from Mar University finally arrived. Mom even did something completely out of character: she ordered my favorite strawberry cake. For a moment, I thought my parents had finally remembered that today wasn’t just the day for my brother’s medical checkup—it was my birthday, too. However, right after I blew out the candles, Mom pulled out my brother’s acceptance letter from a local community college. “Mason, your brother didn’t do well in his SATs, so he’ll only be able to get into a community college,” she said. “His health is poor, and he can’t handle the stress of retaking the SATs.” Dad cleared his throat, assuming his usual stance as the head of t

“But if I choose life, I will lose things.” “Yes.” “If I love someone, they might leave.” “Yes.” “If I live, I might hurt.” I swallowed. “Yes.” The child looked down at its hands. “Then why choose it?” I thought about the first time Kael had smiled at me. The first time Luna called me Mama. The arguments, the forgiveness, the ordinary mornings that had become precious because they weren't guaranteed. “Because pain isn't the only thing life gives you,” I said. I touched the child's shoulder.

In this life, I welcomed my true rebirth. In this broken new world, I, Melanie Anderson, would live only for myself and live the life that belonged to me.

Arielle Life has never been easy or good to me. That's not me feeling sorry for myself. That's just the truth. Some people are born into warmth—into mothers who smell like vanilla and fathers who lift them onto their shoulders and houses where the floors don't creak and the windows let in sunlight. I was born into a world that wanted me dead before I took my first breath.

"My only regret is that I was ever soft-hearted enough to let them into my life in the first place." The city lights glowed serenely around us, and the world grew quiet. My new life was only just beginning.