Because This Is My First Life Novels & Stories

"Whatever gifts you bring, whatever purpose you serve, know that you are loved first and foremost for yourself. Just as you are. Just as you will be." The spark seemed to pulse in response—impossibly, wonderfully—and I felt tears of gratitude slip down my cheeks. Amid cosmic conflicts and reality distortions, amid responsibilities that spanned dimensions and threats that defied conventional understanding, this simple miracle remained the most profound: new life, new possibility, new love expanding their family's constellation of connection.

Letting myself enjoy the moment until I, too, drifted off into slumber. I don’t know what happened during the night if I had a dream that I couldn’t recall, but I opened my eyes on a new day feeling alive and happy, like genuinely bone-deep happy. There was nothing else on my mind but her, and even though I knew that her being the first thing I thought about when I opened my eyes was heading into dangerous territory, I couldn’t fight the pure joy; I had no defense.

- He whispers weakly but then falls silent with his eyes open. My body was frozen. My lung stopped inflating, my heart gave one last hard beat and all my blood stopped flowing. It was probably white. "The sunflower still lives as long as there is the sun" I was still alive... "Killing was the first thing you did when you came to life, and it will be the only and last thing you do in life." ...with no trouble getting up... "You came for deaths and therefore you will live for her." ...and strength and motivation like never before in my life.

I felt all alone for the first time in my life. Once I got out, I was surely going to make whoever was behind this oh dearly with their lives for causing me so much pain.

Melody Can life get any worse for me? Why is life so determined to see me fall and shattered? Why? Why Derek? My life was a mess from the very first day I stepped into this world. Be it as a child, teenager, or an adult. All I got from life is pain and agony. The goddess created me as the messiest mess on earth.

"Your feelings are real. Let them out." I leaned into her, the ring cool and solid against my finger. For the first time in my life, the day of my birth didn't feel like a day of mourning. It felt like a beginning.

But not from fear. Not this time. For the first time in my life, I stood my ground. And the strange thing is… It feels good.

Because for the first time—I realized that the truth of my life might be far more dangerous than the lies I had been living in. —------------------------------------

But underneath it, a fierce pulse of excitement ran through me. Ten days. Ten days to change everything. And I would. The Kiami of my first life had died, alone, betrayed, and broken. The Kiami of this life would not.

Full of life. That's the real story. Not death. Not tragedy. Not impossible soul transference. Just life. Beautiful, messy, ordinary, extraordinary life. Finally. Completely. Forever. New beginning. Every day. Every moment. Every choice. New beginning. Always.