Because This Is My First Life Novels & Stories

For the first time in my life, I was living for me. No deals. No duties. No expectations. Just us, and the open road.

"I have you, and for the first time in my life, I do not feel like I am waiting for the world to end. I am just living." I closed my eyes and soaked up the moment.

There’s no going back now. I head out of the shower, my towel wrapped loosely around my breasts. My hair is still soaking wet as I wipe off the fog from the bathroom mirror. I stare at my reflection but I don’t recognize who’s staring back. I blink once. Twice. To be sure it’s not a dream. It isn’t. My new reality is that I’ve taken a life, and I have to live with it for the rest of my life.It’s just for the meantime. I sniffle. It’ll pass eventually. ***

I didn’t respond. I just nodded. And as the car moved forward again, one thing was clear in my mind—steady, unshaking, unavoidable. I wasn’t doing this for revenge. I wasn’t doing this out of anger. I was doing this because I needed my life back. And this was the first step.

Life’s first spark. The breeze lifted my hair, silver strands fanning across my shoulders. Tears shimmered in my eyes. Not of sorrow. Of gratitude. Of release. Of the fragile birth of happiness. “It’s beautiful…” I whispered. “So beautiful it hurts.” His chest tightened at my words. He stepped closer, careful not to touch. “The world is not always cruel,” he said quietly. “And you must learn again to see the beauty they stole from you.” I closed my eyes, breathing the air as though I could drink in the promise itself. And there, barefoot in the dewy grass, I felt it for the first time: I was not just surviving. I was living.

And I will. I won't ever leave that boy alone, not even once he's grown and really, really wishing I could get the fuck out of his life. Even then, I won't. I lay back and look at the sky again. This is the best day of my life. Or... the first day of my real, actual life. So, this is actually only the beginning. ✨✨ THE END ✨✨

If this was the start of the rest of my life, then I was ready for all of it. And for the first time, the ending didn’t feel like an ending at all. It felt like a beginning. THE END!

She was about to speak when I beat her to it. “Before I knew that a life with you was possible, I was lost and had no will to live. But now that you’re with me, you’ve given me a reason to fight and live on. If I knew that all I needed is you to feel alive then I would have claimed you sooner. You’ve become my world. The very reason for my happiness. You’re my blood, my soul, my life. I used to ask myself why I was born. People called me an abomination. I thought the goddess made a mistake by bringing me to this earth. But it was only after I met you that I knew, I was born for you. To love you, cherish you, and make you happy. That’s my life’s mission.”

Because he had done it once and it ended up being a disaster. Priamos nodded and headed after Nicolas. I took another moment for myself. Gripped the banister until my knuckles were white. My heart trembled. Ached. When had my life become so complicated? Maybe the day after I was born. Because your family let you experience the first taste of what it was like to be alive. And I had only ever known their brutality.

" actually I should be the one to thank you " " for giving me the possibility to reis them" " I own you and your wife my life" " your life, how so?" " The moment your wife entrusted me with her eggs my life finally made sense, a purpose, they are my reason to live. I haven't had that in a very long time, it was like I was a soulless shell walking around" " You know I never met someone like you before and I sure have a lot to learn from you" " well you better be a fast learner cuz you'll be entrusted with 3 morons very soon"