Before I Let Go 소설 & 이야기

We were just eight years old then, innocent and unaware of what lay ahead. I was struggling not to cry. I was holding back tears in that moment. "Let go, I said! Just leave! I don’t need you anymore! I’m done with you! Just go! You’re just a burden here!!" I said that against my feelings. Against my heart, I had to let her go.

I take one last deep breath and exhale, finally releasing the last vestiges of worry. A quiet peace settles within me as if the goddess herself is telling me it's time…To let go and move on…, I let go of the Noir Flame. I let go of the little pleasures I had gotten used to. And I finally place all my trust in my men wholeheartedly, unashamedly knowing, without a shadow of a doubt, that they love me and will never steer me or Noah wrong. I am embarking on this journey into our future… Free and whole…

"He really learned a lot from me, huh. Am I still?" And he even managed to get into a boat before going straight to his next song... still he's holding my hand. I am releasing you I wish you find it The person for you So forgive me If I wasn't good enough And it was right for you Let each other go I wish to be with him You will feel the real joy That I couldn't feel Another emotional damage... but this time, an image of a person who learns to let go.

I have no intention of letting you go, ever. ***

I still was, hence I would tell him it would be nice if we hung out casually as friends like before. Tryna push this problem up the hill When it's just too heavy to hold Think now is the time to let it slide . . . Yes, I had to tell him. Taking a deep breath, I stepped out. He was right there, only he wasn't looking at me. So come on, let it go Just let it be Why don't you be you And I'll be me . . .

“I’m so tired of being strong.” ​He held me tighter. “I know,” he said, his voice a low, comforting rumble. “You don’t have to be strong all the time. You can let go.” ​ And so I did. I let go of the anger, the frustration, the fear, and the rage. I let go of the need to be in control. I had to. There was no other choice.

I whispered. And then I let go.

I gave you a choice. You didn't take it. So now, I'm letting you go.

Please don't leave me. I said nothing. "Is it… only when I die that you'll spare me a second look?" Tears welled up in my eyes, and I closed them. No matter what he said, it was useless, as everything would be over soon.

I'm excited that he is also the last of everything. I had to forgive and let go in order to get my happy ending. I close my eyes and let sleep take over.