His Savior Was Never My Sister
Blood streamed down his chest, over his abdomen, staining his trousers.
Tears I didn’t know I had left spilled from my eyes, silent and hot. Not from pity, but from the sheer, grotesque spectacle of it. From the awful, intimate violence of his guided hand on mine, carving a new claim into his flesh.
He guided the tip of the blade again, just below the bleeding ruin. With agonizing slowness, he made me carve. A ‘V’. An ‘i’. A ‘c’. A ‘k’. An ‘i’. The letters were crude, childlike, dripping.