Pandemonium
"Like you pity me and you just want to be there to fill a void"
"I-"
"I don't want you to see me like I need you for just when I'm in trouble or I am with you just to fill a void that Lola left because no. And for the longest time, I fooled myself to thinking that you were just there in place of Lola and I'm sorry". I paused looking at her, my eyes burned and I blinked back tears. "God, Dimma, I'm so sorry but I love you, no vomitting emojis involved, no lies". She looked terrified. She sat upright and adjusted her shirt. If her skin wasn't so brown, I'm sure there would be a red stain on it.