Depressing Books Novels & Stories

I am thinking on how to get away from this. I haven't even started but looking into these books? My mind is already aching, I feel sick! I messed up my hair and collapsed into the chair. How the hell am I going to start? I have no choice. I heaved a depressed sigh and scanned the books. I am looking for a title that will catch my attention, but these are books. Never in my entire life will I be caught by a book.