Depression Pain Dark Quotes Novels & Stories

It was obvious I had not been out here for full week, if not more, and if she paid attention enough she could sense every bit of the dark energy in the room radiating around ready to devour us both. It was obvious I was depressed. I could see that look she gave when she felt pity , while I could guess the other part of her mind thought I deserved it. It was obvious I was not acting up thia as she might had thought all this while, I was dying inside and no one could see it. Guess it should be a general knowledge that the rich do cry. That dark feeling was exactly what I felt. "You look so-" "Unkempt." I completed the statement.

It was from that moment on that the nice, shy and smart Nate McClain died and the manipulative, insensitive, dick Nate was born. Since I had been a pain to her even in my kindness and unfailing love for her, there really was no need wasting time to be the good son - I prefer the black sheep kinda son, the one that truly causes her pain and misery. As I turned off the shower an overwhelmingly great amount of depression hit me and I knew that If I don't take my pills, I will have an emotional outburst. But when I came out of the shower, I searched everywhere but still couldn't find it. " Shit!"

"They say I'm the one who's driving everyone away. It might be true. I went through periods that I don't recommend to anyone. I'm not just saying it physically, but psychologically as well. To this day there are days when all I want most in the world is to stop breathing. And that's terrible. I know. It's terrible that I'm wasting my life, while there are children who do everything to live and don't have the same conditions. But my head has become as big a mess as anything in my life. But they don't understand.” "Do you have depression? "Questioned the stranger. I shook my head, in doubt. "Well, most people who go to my bar believe that there is nothing more therapeutic than laughing while f

They made me see the best in me. They managed to bring me out from that dark hellish hole..... Depression. I was there before and I could tell you just how it felt to be in that hole. A super dark hole where the vision is limited. A hole where you can't dream. There, you can't even wish. There, it often feels like the whole universe is against one. Then, waking up was like torture. Thankfully, I got out fast before I could have broken completely. Thankfully, I was rescued before I lost my final breath.

Before she could run, I grabbed her hands to pinch my own back when the door opened. I froze. She froze. *Echoes* My pain My sorrow Reverts back at me Like a house Without a thing. I tried filling it up with Joy And love but darkness still painted them black. Maybe I'm not meant For this; I mean Happiness and Love isn't meant for me. Sadness Darkness Is where I belong and maybe suicide would be the end of me. My thoughts are blank My thinking is blocked Echoes of my empty cobwebbed mind is all I hear.

I can try my best to relax or to even go back to sleep , but my mind will always be lurking – it will always be searching for that source of pain in the dark. Some days , I can even hear his laughter amidst the darkest. I can hear the mockery in his laughter. It take me back to that day – when his laughter was that I heard while he took me on his bed while I cried. It is only then when the darkness becomes too much for me.

The air was heavy with the scent of despair, mingling with the acrid stench of liquor and broken dreams. Behind the bar counter, I stood like a specter, a harbinger of sorrow serving liquid poison to lost souls. The dim glow of crimson-hued lights accentuated the hollows beneath my eyes, reflecting the abyss that consumed me. The clinking of glasses echoed like a morbid chorus, each sound a discordant note in the symphony of despair.

I always say that I don’t need anybody, I am enough for myself but we all know that not true. We all need somebody in our hard times with us so that he can take us back to light from the darkness of the mind. “ yea I am going don’t worry and thanks for saving I seriously don’t know what would have I done if you weren’t here? Thank you so much.”

Sometimes, getting too depressed is not a good thing, as it could manifest as a superficial calmness. But when one finds a vent, the dam will burst and the destruction will be unstoppable. “Sherman, you can’t go on like this. If you still want to be with him, get over it and change yourself.” “I know all of this, but it was like a thorn stuck in my throat. I couldn’t puke it out or swallow it. The pain is torturing me.”

I want to sit down, I feel like I'm drowning in the amount of information I've heard. "All of that happened in a short period, maybe you could have injected yourself with anesthetic and tried to run because you're depressed, at that moment you're lost and the pain is unbearable for you, and that's okay, we understand, but hopefully when the time comes that you remember again, you will always remember that you're not alone in every battle, you have your husband with you, I'm sorry if I allowed you to do the surgery without him, without your husband by your side, "