Depression Pain Dark Quotes Novels & Stories

I deserve everything going on now, it's all my fault, now karma is paying me back. I need her, but where will it come from? I am all on my own now, I have never felt these miserable. I don't have a single appetite to eat or take anything, I feel so not good. Since yesternight, I have not been myself at all, I have not been able to even take a sip of wine or water. I think I might be falling into depression, these is one of my darkest time. I have never felt so depressed and weak , I feel miserable and in all, I think I might deserve it all. I did this myself, I am now bearing the consequences.

My hands find my pockets, taking out a cigarette stick I place it in between my lips before lighting it, I took a long drag and then shut my eyes tightly and exhaled. I always wondered why I had to keep my eyes open if the light and the darkness still felt the same. It was dark even when the sun was up it was dark when the sun was down it was dark in mind and my heart couldn't take even a little bit of light even if it wanted to. There was always a dark thought in my head and since no one wanted me, depression and addiction made themselves my permanent companions, there wasn't a day when I didn't pick up a drink or light a cigarette just to forget this pain.

We could leave this place, these people, and just go. I didn’t even care where we went as long as we were together. It had to be The Darkness drawing me to Raphael. Mere moments passed before the pain hit. It was unlike anything I'd ever endured. It was a chasm of unutterable despair, a bottomless pit of desolation that yawned open, ready to swallow me whole. The emptiness was suffocating, a crushing weight that pressed upon my soul, threatening to consume me. Its poisonous tentacles were deep, dark, and dreary as they pulled me into its empty depths. There was no escaping it, not this time…

Lesley screamed and writhed in pain as she lay on the dirty and muddy ground. "We witnessed how depressed Avery became when she heard about you and Sir Kieran. She cried almost every night! Do you know how much it hurt for us, who regarded her as our family?!" Gracy shouted, kicking her leg. "That's why you should just disappear!" Ella added. Gracy stomped on her head and then smiled like a mad woman. "Desperationis. That's what my power is called, which means despair. Because for the next few days, you will slowly be swallowed up by depression. You will think of nothing but negative things. You will cry every day. You will lose your appetite for everything until you can't bear the extreme s

My vision blurred, eyes filled with water, face wet with tears, scrambled noises escaping my lips. “I feel your pain. People don’t and they never will. They don’t know what we go through. They’ll talk. But, I know the black shadows that surround you. Whatever you go through, don’t listen to them. Don’t burden yourself. One step. That’s all. One step a day. Nothing more.”

Tears streamed down my face, mixing with bitter laughter. I was losing my grip. I stumbled to my feet, shattering the vase on my dresser. The sound of breaking glass was cathartic. More. I flung open my closet, ripping clothes from hangers. Sobbing, I tore through my room, destroying everything. Papers, books, photos – all scattered, shredded. My reflection stared back from the shattered mirror. A stranger, broken and shattered. I collapsed amidst the chaos, exhausted. Depression's heavy chains wrapped around me. In the darkness, I whispered: "I'm losing myself."

Chapter 5 – Mother’s Darkness Mother sat in her favorite armchair, the soft afternoon light filtering through the lace curtains. The house was quiet, too quiet, each corner echoing memories of laughter, arguments, and whispered secrets. Yet now, the silence was heavy, pressing down on her chest. Her once vibrant energy, the pillar that had held the family together through loss and hardship, was eroding under the weight of depression.

doctor said "now she is ok but if this depression continues her body is too weak to accept it then it may become dangerous for her life" we dont know what to say what the hell she did wrong everytime she has to face problems why god also not showing mercy on her then doctor said "you people can go inside and see her" we went inside to see her we are broken by seeing her face it became pale everyone envy of her beauty but now all her charms gone due to one person she became pale like a dead body why god why

If it wasn’t for the small, almost unnoticeable bag under his eyes, I wouldn’t have never guessed he’s restless and sleep-deprived. Xander looked calm, rested, and completely at ease with how laid back and relaxed he carried himself. How can this man, this man right here, suffer from depression and battle his demons all alone? “Remember the day Violet was taken?” I nodded, the following scenes rushing back into my mind. It was a shitty day. “You kept having nightmares for about four days straight.” I- what? I don’t even remember that. “You’re not made for blood and slaughters, yet you keep running toward it.”

I was in its mind, lost in its darkness. I don't know how to get out and I can't even feel or hear Heli in me. I'm alone in the darkness, depression slowly started to crawl over me. I'm all alone in this darkness. There's no one here with me, no one to save me.