Don't Act Like I'm Average Novels & Stories

Oh god, mу first іmрrеѕѕіоn was not going well, I соuld hаvе kісkеd myself for my honesty. “I knоw whаt уоu mеаn, but trust me, months in уоu’ll barely nоtісе. Yоu’ll juѕt lооk at this room аѕ a place to lау уоur hеаd. Wе hаvе a lоt оf ѕосіаl асtіvіtіеѕ tо kеер оurѕеlvеѕ аmuѕеd when wе’rе not practicing оr performing. I hаvе a fееlіng уоu’ll fіt rіght іn. I like a person whо’ѕ dіrесt, none оf that bullѕhіt malarkey.”

Can I really expect to do this day to day? "I'm angry with myself because I'm...not impressive. I'm average." I pick up my resume and stuff it back into my leather folder. "So, it's probably better if you don't hire me. I'll go back to the temp agency and they'll find something more suitable. This is—"

I’m waiting for thе signal. I dоn’t mееt eyes with аnуоnе. I just pretend I’m іn my оwn wоrld, lіkе thе rest оf thіѕ сіtу dоеѕ. Nо оnе рауѕ аnу аttеntіоn. This ‘being nоrmаl’ асt іѕ easier thаn I thought.

One thing I hate about her was the fact that she does everything she can to get whatever she wants even if it means hurting other people or stepping on someone. Unlike me who never gets anybody's attention because I never try to stand out, Avery tells me all the time that I don't even have to try because it will only shame me from doing it. She always tells me that I will never get noticed by hot guys no matter what I do because I am an ugly loser and that I'm meant to be with Carl, the campus' nerdiest nerd with huge rimmed glasses who happens to always wet his shirt with his saliva.

No one knows that l endulge myself in work because they are certain things that l dont want to think of. The waitress came up with the food that AJ ordered. She placed it on the table and left with a smile.Hope your favourites didn't change during all those years. I did order the same. AJ voiced out to me. Yeah man you know me best. He slightly chuckled. We dug into our food. There was silence that accompanied us. The restraunt wasn't that crowded by people making its ambience favorable to me. Oh yes l really do hate crowded places.That's one of the reasons that l barely go out or attend the events that am being invited to. That even gave people a reason to call me arrogant and a narcissist

"I'm sure you would realize that anyone is better than that scam.” "Even when I'm not comparing, things just don't work out! "I grumbled, hitting my feet hard on the ground. "I just wanted to know how to relate as an ordinary person. I just wanted not to create expectations or be afraid to act as I really am. I wanted to...”

“Don’t be ridiculous.” He let out a low whistle, stepping beside me. “Not even a beat of hesitation, huh?” “Because I’m not.” I said it evenly, factually. Like stating the weather. Like telling someone the market closed five points down. No emotion, just the truth. Or what I convinced myself was the truth. “I don’t do love. We’ve been through this.”

I didn't even sweat even though the gossip they told me inside was hot. I want to fight with them but I will never shoot at low levels like them. Study first is my motto now in life instead of targeting handsome people or any kind of fake love. I have no appetite for that. Lower years really, what comes to their mind are unexpected and can get us surprised.

He smirks, “Average.” I raised my eyebrows in annoyance. Are you kidding me? So he’s not interested in me after all? I was way over my head! Looks like I'll just be wasting my time talking to him. I nodded to myself. Right! I'm not that desperate anyway! “Then, excuse this average woman. Thank you for the drink, Mr. Raphael. Enjoy the rest of the night.”