Novel & Cerita Everything That Kills Me

Finally. "You kill everything you touch. It's the only thing you know how to do. You have no idea how to love, cherish or appreciate someone. You tell me to look at myself, and believe me, I do, but have you ever tried to look at yourself? Can you face the monster in the reflection of the mirror? You'll kill them all, one by one. That's the only purpose you know and the only one you have. First, it was your biological father, and now, it's the man who raised you. Funny how people say that the father isn't the one who created you, but the one who was there for you. And that was me- from day one. Even though I always hated you and always will, I was still there for you. Even an unlovable anima

into my ears, I felt cold and wondered who the next victim was gonna be. Dave died the previous day from an asthma attack which everyone thought but I knew it wasn't. How could I tell anyone that I could see their deaths without sounding delusional? "I'm crazy, this isn't real, please don't let it be" I screamed as I found the right words to express my dilemma. She laughed hysterically and the room echoed. Touching my face, I could feel how cold her hands were as she sheepishly said "It's gonna last forever, this is a blessing don't see it as a curse, you've been blessed with a power that no one could ever imagine".

Everything, all of what he did to me and keeps doing, came crashing to the surface and I got pissed, really pissed. "F**k your rules, Killian! You're a psycho f**ker with the blackest heart, and you can't see past your nose to care about the feelings of others. You're like aids. You hide in the shadows and feed on the life force of your victims. You present a sweet face and it's all hot and steamy until your victim realised that you've f**ked them over and left them to die, while you search for someone else to kill."

She leaned closer to the mirror, her lips curling into a twisted smile. "I KILLED NINA," she whispered to her reflection, her voice low and venomous. “I KILLED ROBERT TOO. No one will ever know." The admission hung in the air like a dark cloud, her words dripping with malice. She let out a harsh, bitter laugh that echoed in the empty room. “And I can also kill you , Mirabel. Just like I planned to back then." Her laughter grew louder, more manic, as if the weight of her own confession was somehow liberating.

He was actually mad at me, so he was able to drive me away. I will only kill those who want to destroy us. I will eliminate all obstacles in our path. I'm going to kill them. **

"I'll systematically destroy everything you've ever loved. Everyone you cherish. Just to prove conclusively that I can." I scream one final time, my voice raw and broken, ripping from my ravaged throat like something dying a torturous death. And then—everything suddenly goes blindingly white.

Killing things—even inanimate objects—gets me off. Before I was hired by T.H.E.M., I was known as the Preying Mantis due to my proclivity of killing men mid-coitus. Jason is just about the only man I’ve ever had sex with more than once that I have not had the urge to kill. Duke Anderson in Tennessee was a close second to getting that distinct honor, but considering I did end up having to kill him—even though I felt really bad about it—kinda disqualifies him from actually getting the trophy.

I killed Carla. A sickening wave crashes over me. My stomach churns, and the bile rises in my throat. The room tilts slightly as I try to sit up, but I force myself to stay upright. Panic swirls in my chest, but beneath it, there's something darker. Something I don’t want to acknowledge. Relief.

I screamed and ducked Me: do you want to kill me?

I will fight with everything I have. Even if it kills me.