Novel & Cerita Forgiving What You Can't Forget Audiobook

“I know you’re not one to talk about your past, but it feels like we’re together. Maybe sharing a little more would help us understand each other better.” Elias’s gaze softened for a moment, and he looked away as if grappling with an internal struggle. “There are things I’ve chosen not to remember,” he admitted, his voice low. “Things I’ve buried deep. Sometimes, facing the past is more than one can bear. I’m here to guide you, not to revisit my ghosts.”

He finished his drink and poured more, “since then I’ve been sending her money hoping she’d become so accustomed to having it that she couldn’t live without me.” “Amnesia is good then, isn’t it?” Carter asked. “Yeah,” Lex agreed. “You have a second chance. Win her back for real this time. Don’t let her remember what happened.” “I can’t believe she still cares about that. All my girlfriends forgave me after a handbag.” Carter joked and the others laughed.

Am-Heh sucked in a breath, trying to give a weak smile of forgiveness as Isaac stiffened with remorse. The haze is growing now, his thoughts sluggish and difficult to form. His wound hurts, but he’s growing slowly numb. He doesn’t have much time left, but he had held on, to say his last goodbyes, but a bitter part of him thinks, if he died, he would just come back again. Some day. "Do not waste time on me, Isaac," he whispered as soft fingers caressing his shoulder, looking into those warm brown eyes. "Your time is best spent on restoring what I caused."

Slowly, Zach turned his head to me. “You would have never been in that position if it weren’t for me. If we hadn’t gone. If I wasn’t who I was. If…” Shaking my head, I grabbed my drink and took a sip. “I hear a lot of ‘ifs’ and I hate it. If I had been this, if I had done that. Ifs are things that root you in the past. Ifs are things you can’t change. It’s stupid to talk about them. I don’t regret it. Any of it, Z. I know you don’t remember it, so honestly there isn’t anything to regret or to miss, which is good for you. I will tell you it’s not easy to function with it. But I will never regret it. This…” I touched my arm again. “…or this.” With my left hand I took off my necklace and placed

"Just so you know, I don't forgive. And I definitely don't forget." ****

I exhale shakily, my heart wrenching painfully as I'm taken back to three years ago. “I’m sorry,” his eyes plead with me to hear him and believe him. “I’m sorry for what I put you through. Fuck, I could say that I was lied to, but that would just be an excuse. Give me the chance to be your mate. Give me the chance to fix my mistakes.” I heave the breath I was holding. He just doesn’t get it, does he?. Forgiving him is easy. Forgetting is the hard part. “I doubt you can ever fix your mistakes, Alec.” Talking about the past just opens up the wounds I’m trying so fucking hard to heal.

“Why did everyone I loved hurt me?” Silence answered. Then Seluna’s gentle voice echoed within my heart. Forgiveness is not forgetting. It is choosing not to let pain shape your future. I wiped away my tears. Looking at the memories, I took a deep breath. “I forgive you.” Darian’s image shattered into silver light. “I forgive you, Mother.” Cynthia’s vision dissolved next. One by one, every painful memory disappeared until only light remained. The crescent-shaped crystal floated toward me. As soon as my fingers touched it, warmth spread through my body.

"See? Even you know how outrageous your behavior was! Yet, you're asking me to forgive, forget, and start over. Spencer, I'm human, not a saint. I can't just pretend none of it happened and take the high road. "Let me be clear with you. I can't forget or forgive what you did. We will never get back together in this lifetime."

she says with audacity. "And who do you think you are, thinking that I'm made of stone? I can forgive, but I can't forget, and the problem is that I won't forget. So what's the point of forgiving if I'll never forget? It's better to hate you than to kill you."

“And Caspian? What about him?” Right. That’s the hardest part. I take a long moment before answering. “Your forgiveness isn’t just for others. It’s for yourself too. Whether or not you forgive Alpha Caspian, you mustn’t forget to forgive yourself for hating that you still love him, for hating that it didn't work out all those years ago because of his wrong decision. Forgiving yourself solves half the problem and opens you up to seeing things more clearly and knowing the next steps to take. Also, remember that you're never alone. You have me. You have Sarah. You have Elian, Nadia, Rhett, and all of us are here to always help you in the best way we can, okay?”