Hated By Life Itself Novels & Stories

Ariadne felt a sharp pain in her stomach and her face paled. Xander too, was taken aback for a moment. However, he quickly collected himself as Jennifer held Ariadne and helped her sit. "Now you can leave and never try to interfere in my life again." He wasn't bother about the blood dripping from Ariadne's head. He turned and walked towards the room. Ariadne was enraged. "Xander Blake," Xander paused in his track before turning around. "I hate you, Xander. And I hate myself for ever loving you." Ariadne's face was covered in blood and tears.

All while moaning her name like the beast that he had turned into the moment light. Austin's accusation ignites simultaneous anger and embarrassment as she glares at him for the crude putdown. "A leech? You think I am one? How could you!" Her remarkably trembling voice solved the riddle left from earlier. Self-rage. Austin claimed he never meant deep offense, albeit an indisputable truth with the reality of being bound to converse about his annoyance-free nature. “It is the reality. Pathetic reasoning aside, I can explain. You were, beyond any doubt, latched onto me like the parasite I spoke of.”

VIOLET “I hate this so much.” That had to be the twentieth time I’d say that today alone. And I meant every word of it. I hated my life so, so much. People always said it was wrong to say that. Don’t say you hate your life. Someone else out there has it worse than you. You should be grateful. Well they could shove it up their ass for all I care. I was miserable as hell with no one else to talk to about it.

My throat hurts. Letting my tears out silently, I place my hands together, folding them tightly, and mutter, “mother, I curse the day you brought me into this cruel world. I hate you for birthing me, fully knowing how much darkness exists here. I hate you and father for making Williams face such an awful end. You never should have married, nor should you have fallen in love when you know there’s no protection here. I detest every love I ever had for you both.” My rage is like a canopy raining above my head. I can’t just help it. I’ve had enough. Finally, I shall be free. I’ll end this myself.

Selena sounded bored. Audrey clenched her jaw to keep herself from snapping at Selena, she might choose to ignore her again if she did. "Please, just tell me," Audry begged softly. "Nature recognizes him as your killer in your past life; Karma works with Nature; it is out of our hands to change what Nature and Karma have decided. They had planned to keep you away from him in this life as his punishment for what he did to you in your past life," Selena pauses.

Their eyes were clouded with unshed tears as they thought of that cursed day when their parents were killed by Azalea's men. They felt truly pathetic… “Why is our life like this? Why are we so ill-fated? There is the hate for parents demise on one end and our love for our mate. What do we choose… I don't think I would ever be able to stay with Azalea with such a heavy guilt” Alice lamented bitterly.

Reminded me of every scar, every bruise inside and out. I wouldn't always try to see the good in people. I hate it. I hate this. I hate my life. I hate this room. I hate him. I hate him. I hate... Alessandro. I hate him. The words repeated in my mind like a curse, like a mantra. Hatred made the air easier to breathe, even if it tasted like rust. It kept the fear at bay. It was the only thing left that still felt real.

But if I stay away from him, I languish. I HATE THESE CONDITIONS! I HATE MYSELF! I HATE EVERYTHING! I HATE, WHY ALWAYS IMMATURE AND CANNOT BE EXPRESS! My body trembled even more and sobbed stronger as I screamed in my heart. I want to give up. I'm sad again. Argh ... This man, mess up my life! The nasty comment from his mouth made me feel like ashes that had no price at all. Not once or twice, I experienced this. A thousand times, I experienced this. Again, I was faced with destiny; I couldn't stay away from it.

Why does he hate me this much? I hate my father who sent me to this pack! I hate my life! I hate the moon goddess for bestowing this kind of life upon me! I hate the universe for not making me have the love of a mother! I hate everything! Perhaps, I should just die so this misery would end. Laying flat on my back, I stared at the ceiling as the tears fell freely from my eyes. My head spun out of axis and my stomach began to churn, making me feel nauseous. I could no longer feel my legs and before I knew what was happening, my eyelids grew heavy. I felt a lone tear roll down the corner of my eyes before darkness consumed me.

Part of me wished I would just drown but I knew I didn’t want to. My life is a mess, everything is shitty and it’s going down the rabbits hole and I’m not proud of it. Everyone around me including Mason seem to have their lives in order and on the right track while mine just keeps going wrongly. I hated everything going on around me, I hate myself and I also hate Mason. Crying like a little baby, I laid down there motionless and pretended I was dead and numb to everything that was going on but the warm water on my skin made me know that I’m still alive.