Hating Myself Quotes Novels & Stories

She sighed, trying to think positively as she could feel her dangerous pessimism surfacing from within. 'Stop hating myself. Don't cry. Don't show any self-remorse. This is me. I only eliminated society wastes worse than me. My bottom line is blurring. But I'll bear the sins myself, so it's going to be okay.' A second later, she thought...

How I could abandon my morals? These questions were killing me.I lost some part of me. I hated him for this.But I hated myself for more.I hated to fall for that trap.I hated for not stopping myself.I hated I can't get my pride back.I hated myself, because even after this,after listening those bitter words from him ,I still loved him. I want to kill my bloody heart for it.For ruining me.For ruining what I am!!!!! My pride my respect!!!! But I can't just remove all my memories from my brain in just a second.Its too difficult.Every place reminds me of him.

As the clink of the woman's heels headed for the door, I felt my soul sink a little bit inside. God knew how much I hated this, all this level of sick and pathetic around me; I couldn't take it for another minute. I hate myself; I hate me. I hate everything.

A rough sound escaped him, somewhere between a growl and a groan. "I've thought about you every day for months," he said hoarsely. "I've imagined your smile. Your voice. What it would feel like just to have you close to me. And every single time, I hated myself for it." My heart was beating so hard I thought it might burst. "Stop hating yourself," I whispered. "I can't." "Why not?" "Because you deserve better than me." "What if I don't want better? What if I just want you?"

She's told me every horrible thing a mother could say. That I was too fat, too weak, too soft. That l'd never bag a rich man looking the way I did. I finally got into the car and broke down completely. Ugly crying. Nose running. Mouth open. Shoulders shaking. I hated myself. Hated this moment. Hated the world. Was it a crime to be fat? I wasn't even that fat. I was just chubby. But maybe they were right. Maybe I wouldn't want to be with myself either.

At some point…I would have thought that I was only delusional and Hati had gone by my side. I was soiled, defiled and not to mention useless as the constant sex didn’t have the exact results he wanted. Then, that meant I was truly useless. I…hate myself. Oh, my eyes widened. Yes, I finally admitted. I truly, ABSOLUTELY HATE MYSELF! And this motivated me to finally move to the second step. One step could end it all. My heart raced yet my thoughts slowly dulled from the pain, the pain of the sudden realization of my self-loathing.

That broken furious storm that has lost everything in his life. Her smile invades my mind when I close my eyes. Her words echo in my ears as I regret in this silence. Each bitter sip burns my throat and I somehow like it . I was over this phase of self hate. Atleast I thought I was untill today. Till it hits me full force again. I was destroying myself I know. When I should destroy that bast*** David instead. But right now I was over all this. Over this thirst of revenge and the need to know who is the culprit behind all this.

I hate myself . I can't speak for myself in front of my classmates and that's why I hate myself. "Fine,I will..." "I will do it "I interrupted ,my eyes still on the floor. "What did you say ?"Mia asked ,more tauntingly , folding her arms. "I .... will do it " I reapeated and raised my head up. "Hey ,are you stupid ?,you can't do that "Fred whispered to me. "Mind your business "I replied him.

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

I was a failure, a disappointment, unworthy of the love and affection I so desperately craved. I clenched my fists in frustration, the anger boiling within me like a tempest raging in the depths of my being. "I wish I wasn't in this world at all," I muttered bitterly, my voice laced with bitterness and despair. But even as the words left my lips, a small voice whispered in the depths of my mind, a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness. "You are worth more than you know," it said, a faint echo of encouragement in the midst of my self-loathing.