SIN FOR ME
argh.
I have tried to fight these feelings, to kill the fire that burned within me for this handsome godly temptation of a man. I always try as much as possible to remind myself that he is off-limits. Totally off-limits, an untouchable dream I can never pursue, a forbidden gift I can never recieve. But no matter how hard i push these emotions aside, they refuse to be silenced, they fucking refuse to be eliminated. Each stolen glance, each accidental brush of our hands, sends shivers of longing and desperate craving down my spine. At times, I feel like I should just die. It's....it keeps driving me nuts. It keeps driving me insane. I can't think clearly whenever I am around him, I can't even