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Rambatannya begitu kacau. Kuku yang tak lagi terurus menembus kain, lantas membungkuk usai rasa sakit melanda. Dijambaknya rambut panjang nan kusut. "Aku menyuruhmu makan dengan tangan, bukan mulut!" Jemari tergantikan oleh kepala menempel di betis, menangis keras. "Kemaren tanganku membusuk, apa yang harus aku lakukan?" Arlan menendang dengan kasar. "Berapa kali aku katakan, tanganmu bahkan seluruh tubuhmu utuh! Kecuali otakmu yang makin hari tidak berfungsi!" Moza menatap suaminya, lantas tertawa. "Kau tahu dari mana jika otakku sudah rusak? Bisakah kau carikan aku otak baru?" Sindrom cotard namanya, seolah mengira satu atau lebih tubuhnya membusuk, bahkan parahnya kematian telah tiba sejak lama. Lantas apa yang membuat Moza menderita sindrom tersebut? Juga Arlan yang menggunakan berbagai cara untuk memperistri Moza, berakhir dengan menyakitinya? Mari kita temukan jawabannya pelan-pelan dengan mengikuti alur cerita.

The story is about the girl (Nouvelle) who's traumatized by her first love which is Chem, and her journey of loving herself again and finding her true love. But the journey isn't easy, dahil marami pa siyang kahaharapin bago niya makamit ang paghilom at ang happiness na kanyang pinapangarap.

"Aku tersenyum bukan berarti bahagia. Senyumanku sangat berguna untuk menutupi kisah pahit yang tak ingin terungkap."-Indah Permata. "Aku lebih senang bersandiwara di depan semua orang. Meskipun aku benci bersandiwara, hanya ini satu-satunya cara untuk menutupi kisah memalukan yang tak ingin terlihat."-Reynaldi Saputro

“Be my woman and warm my bed,” he said, a smirk playing on his lips. “Don’t worry; to everyone else, you’ll be my wife. It’s only for eighteen months, as stated in the contract.” He leaned back, his gaze unwavering. “And you have to follow the rules.” I glanced at the contract I was clutching. The terms were suffocating: don’t get pregnant, always remind me to use protection, go out only with my permission—even visits to your sick mom—and you can’t deny me intimacy whenever I want. What the hell?! “Do I look that cheap to you?” I shot back, fury boiling inside me as I ripped the paper in half. “I’d rather die than accept your ridiculous proposal.” “Well… I always get what I want. And what I want is you.” he said, his voice dripping with a sinister undertone, sending a shiver down my spine. But I stood my ground. “Never,” I declared before storming out of the room. ****** Desperate to save her critically ill mother, Sophie accepts billonaire Julian shocking offer: to be his fake wife and sex toy, in exchange to cater for her needs, including paying her mother's hospital bills. But what will happen to Sophie when Julian's ex-fiancee suddenly showed up and said he wants Julian back? And what will happen to Sophie when she finds out she got pregnant against the contract? And will she be able to forgive Julian's deadly past when she found out the secrets that lie behind the billonaire's mask? #1

Chantreia Sage Fabregar also known as Treia— the epitome of perfection they said. Gorgeous, talented, strong, smart, friend and family oriented, has a stabe finances and a happy life. She met a man who will turn her life into something she ignored the past few years. Because of that, she will face difficult challenges and shocking revelations in life that will bring out her flaws and weaknesses. Will Isaiah still love her despite of her imperfections?

Parents of Mia are dictatorship and homophobic, kaya nang nalaman nila na may karelasyon itong babae ay pinagkasundo siya kay Ethan, the youngest son of Mendoza. Mia continued her relationship secretly to her long-time girlfriend Yunnie. Sabi nga nila walang sikreto ang hindi nabubunyag, kaya nalaman ito ni Ethan. Of course, he gets mad but he chose to accept his wife and didn’t tell anyone about it especially to her parents, but Mia’s parents find out na pinagtatakpan siya ng kanyang asawa at ngayon pati kay Ethan ay galit ang mga ito, they told him na, imbis na paghiwalayin ay itinago pa ang katotohanan sa kanila, kaya inutusan nila itong gumawa ng paraan para maghiwalay ang dalawa. Zoey was forced by his parents to marry the youngest grandson of their parents' doctor's friend. Three years of being married to Lee and she hasn't learned to love him. Her heart is full of anger towards him, where in fact Lee did everything for his wife. He spoiled her and loved her unconditionally but in the end, she chose to leave him.

After discovering that her boyfriend and best friend had cheated on her, Celestina Gomez spent one unforgettable night in the arms of a mystery stranger. She got pregnant, which caused her aunt to disown her. In a twist of fate, the man she slept with eight years ago is Terrence Dela Vega, the sole heir to his family's business and the son of the person who adopted her. He returned with his lover, ready to reclaim his right to inherit his family wealth that he thought she had stolen. In a world where love begins with a mistake, two individuals find themselves at a crossroads. Can their hearts unite because of her hidden child? Will they fight the odds to find genuine love or let their mistakes tear them apart?

Ever since I got pregnant, my husband hadn’t touched me. However, to my embarrassment, my body had only grown more sensitive. Every night, I would find myself craving for touch, unable to stop my mind from wandering to all kinds of fantasies, that was until the night a masked man broke into my home.

Dahlia Moretti is an innocent, bubbly girl who had a crush on a snob named Theseus Ferrari. She was content admiring him from afar, thinking that he would never pay attention to her, but little did she know he had chosen to stay away from her due to their age gap. He's sixteen years old, while she just turned thirteen when she started to figure out her feelings for him. Theseus knew to himself that once he let his feelings win, everything would be ruined, and he didn't like that idea, so he made the best decision for the both of them. Leaving her without telling her his real feelings is so hard for him, but for the better, he just keeps it to himself. After three years of studying abroad, Theseus never planned to go back to the Philippines, but he had to because of family matters. Dahlia has grown up, and he realizes that nothing has changed, he still wants her. So when she started to make a move toward him, he couldn't stop himself anymore from taking a risk—to court Dahlia, even though she was still sixteen years old. He is genuine about what he felt for her. It feels so wrong because she is still a minor, but he made it clear to her parents that he just wanted to court her until she turned eighteen without being intimate with each other, he just wanted to prove that his intention was pure. Pain, betrayal, and lies will unfold. How would the breakup affect her innocence? Is she going to fight for their love, or will she give up? How far did their love last?  Are they going to stay to each other's arms again, or will they find new comfort on another?

"Sa paglubog ng araw, ang liwanag ay naglalaho. Katulad ng mga ngiting sa kalungkutan natatago." Si Maureen Cruz ay isang masayahin na tao. Kahit na lumaki siya na hindi nakukuha ang lahat ng kanyang ninanais ay hindi iyon naging dahilan upang hindi yakapin at bigyan ng halaga ang buhay na mayroon siya. Primarya lamang ang kanyang natapos, at hindi na siya nakapag-aral pa dahil sa kahirapan. Gayunpaman, ginamit niya ang lahat ng kanyang mga pinagdaanan upang lumaban ng patas sa hamon ng buhay. Hanggang saan siya susubukin at dadalhin ng kanyang matapang na personalidad kung pag-ibig na ang sumukat sa kanyang dignidad? Mapanindigan kaya niya ang pag-ibig na itinanim nito sa kanyang puso at diwa? Hanggang kailan? Tunghayan ang k’wentong pag-ibig ng isang babaeng magtuturo, kung gaano kaganda ang buhay mula sa likod ng takipsilim. DISCLAIMER: No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means without the author's consent. Please obtain permission. Names, Characters, Places and Incidents are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. ️ WARNING ️ It may contain mature scenes and words. Read at your own risk.