I Don't Want Novels & Stories

“I don’t know yet. But eyes are everywhere tonight. Keep your distance. Blend in. Remember, no one can know we’re—” Mabilis akong lumayo sa kinatatayuan ko at saka humalo sa mas maraming tao. For heaven’s sake, I don't want to be involved in any danger! I like my life as it is. No need for drama. I just want to find Maverick and go home after. …

I want more! *** Enjoy, mga darlings!

So near. Mas lalo ko siyang idiniin sa pagkababae ko. Para na akong mababaliw sa sobrang sarap na hirap na akong pigilan pa ang sarili ko. Wala na ako sa tamang pag iisip para magkaroon pa ng pake sa kanya. All I want in this very moment is my climax. I fucking want to reach it. Mas lalo akong mababaliw kung hindi. "Ahhh!"

"Woah chill bro, why don't you want to make a move already. Are you afraid that you might got rejected?" "No, I don't think it was the right time to confess" there's a part of me that want to confess but there's something that stop me. I don't like it seeing her mistreat by the others, I don't wanna drag her onto my messy life for now. Wala akong ibang magawa kung hindi ang pagmasdan sya sa malayo and it literally sucks but what else can I do.

Gusto niyang sumigaw, gusto niyang tumakbo at iwan ang lahat, pero mas malakas ang takot sa maling pag-asa. “I’m not sure... I really don’t want to conclude anything,” aniya sa mahinang boses. “Ayaw kong pangunahan ang lahat. Kasi... kasi baka hindi nga. Baka mali lang ako. Baka katawan ko lang 'to na pagod. Baka stress lang. Pero hindi ko na rin kayang itago. I just... I just want to know. Gusto kong marinig mismo ang rason kung bakit nagkakaganito ako."

Ang mga katagang kahit minsan ay hindi manlang sumagi sa aking isipan. "Please, let's get married, baby. I don't want to take this anymore longer. Pakiramdam ko ay kapag hindi agad kita itatali sa akin ay basta-basta mo na lamang akong iiwanan and i hate that feeling. Akin ka Eury at sa iyo lang din ako."

Ang buhay mo? "Hindi ako interesado diyan..."

Hindi ko alam pero natatakot na akong ihiwalay ang mga mata ko sa kanya. "do you want to go to Bangkok for vacation? we can-" "no i don't want to. Let's just stay here babe please. I don't want to go there anymore. I prefer to stay here with you than to go anywhere" my voice raised. Mahabang buntong hininga ang pinakawalan niya at saka sunod sunod na tumango.

Ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan ay tuluyan ng tumulo. I just want these feelings to go away. I don't want this. ------

"Like your mad at me" "I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed, for the way you act" Ngunit niyakap siya nito at sinubsob ang mukha sa leeg niya. "I., I just can't help it, I feel so powerless now,. I wanted to know you better., I wanted to talk to you,about some other thing that can make you smile, but I didn't have any idea, I wanted to know what you like and dislike your thought about many things the way your eyes look at me ,.I feel so anxious"