Novel & Cerita I Don't Want

Mararanasan ko bang mangako na hindi ko siya hahayaan na masaktan at maiwan sa mundong ito? Tila hindi ko kaya na isipin na iba ang aking magiging buhay at karanasan kung hindi siya ang aking kasama o hindi naman kaya ay ibang Mino ang aking nakilala. I just want him the way he is now. I just want my irritating Mino and no one else. I cant stand seeing him changing or not recognizing me at all.

Kanina pa talaga s'ya nito wina-walanghiya. Akalain mo yon! Eh ayaw pala nito ng divorce pero kung makaasta ito sa kan'ya ngayon ay parang pag-aari s'ya nito. "Can you at least listen to me Dee! I don't want a divorce and I will say it again. I don't want a div—,"

Gusto ko lang lumayo but I never want an annulment. Bahagya din siyang nagulat sa sinagot ko. I can’t understand myself anymore. Nasanay na ako rito... Sa kaniya. Bigla ay ayoko na lang bumalik sa dating ako na hindi umaasa sa iba. I suddenly want someone beside me. “A-ayoko ng annulment. Ayoko ng hiwalayan. Aries, hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko... O-oo, nagalit ako sa ‘yo, but... I don’t know. Can I be selfish too?”

Bakit parang ako lagi ang nagiging rason kung bakit ka napapasama? This is not what I want for you. This is not what I wish for you.

Siguro naiihi lang ako. "No.. I don't want that, i want to be your mine, Please let's get married...."

I don't want. I don't want others to think about my problem. Ayaw ko na dumagdag pa sa kanila. Even I also need the comport that I want... I refused to find it to someone. I just didn't want me to be a problem with them. As long as I can afford not to say anything to others then I will stay quiet because maybe I was born to endure this kind of personality.

Siya ang pumulot niyon saka naglagay sa cart ko kaya napalunok ako. "Okay," na sabi ko na lang. Mas pabor nga sa akin kung isang linggo siyang mawawala. The reason why I want to resign is because I don't want to see him. And not seeing him for a week could help me a lot. I need to erase my attraction towards him. It's not good.

( i dont know) naiiling naman ito. " whew. Relationship is complicated. I dont want it." Sabi nito. Napatingin naman ako sa kanya. Di pa nga pala to naiinlove. Ewan ko lang kung masabi mo pa yan. Kapag ikaw tinamaan, di mo masasabing you dont want it anymore. Umiling na lang ako saka nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. May kaylangan pa akong tapusing video.

Hindi ako papayag na maging sunod-sunuran na lang habambuhay. "No," matigas kong sabi, sapat na para marinig niya kahit hindi ako sumisigaw. Inangat ni Dad ang kaniyang tingin, medyo nagulat sa kaniyang narinig. "What did you say?" "I said, no. I will not go to that meeting. And I will never marry him," sabi ko habang dahan-dahang umaatras palayo sa lamesa. "Gawin niyo na ang gusto niyong gawin, Dad. Tanggalin niyo na ako sa kumpanya. I don't care anymore. Mas gusto ko pang magsimula muli sa pinaka-ibaba kaysa ibenta ang sarili kong kaluluwa sa inyo."

Only to you. Please... stop pulling me more to you. I can't be yours. And I shouldn't want you for myself. But I already want you. I'm f*cked!