I Don''t Want To Be Loved Novels & Stories

My love has only given me pain. Love don't give us pain.. The decisions we made to get our love lead us to live painful life.. There is nothing wrong with falling in love, but love the person who will loves you back.. Those who don't love us, no matter how much time we express our love for them, they don't understand the depth of our love..

"Why the but? Don't you want to marry me?" "I just said I want to, but the thing is, I don't know, I feel the public won't be as accepting as you were and they might hate me for taking away what's not mine, I don't know about other people but I can't deal with a backslash, I hate attention and even worst if it is a negative attention,"

"That I don't want to you go back to him not because I'm afraid it would ruin my plans, but because I just don't want you to! Because I'm selfish!" I felt the growing anticipation. I want to say I don't want to hope… but why do I feel like I already know where this is heading? "Don't you still get it, Eve? I like you! I'm in love with you! And I want to be selfish. I want you to choose me over him!" It was like a bomb.

“I could’ve been employed by her, work for her without taking any salary. Or I could’ve sold all my art to her. Anything at all could’ve been done. Anything but an arranged marriage! Anything at all but an arranged marriage! Do you even love me, Mama? All my life, all you’ve done is make me feel like the daughter you never wanted, a worthless child. Papa, how could you watch for Mama to do this?” “Don’t be dramatic.” She retorted. “Whether you get mad or argue, you’re still getting married to Ace.” I looked at him from across the room. He couldn’t even look up at me. I was boiling with anger on the inside, trying so hard to get it under control.

"Wedding countdown: two days. I finally understand. People must learn to love themselves first. It's not that I'm unworthy of love, but that you are unworthy of me. There was never anything wrong with me." "Wedding countdown: one day. This time may have seemed like a chance for you, but really, it was for me. To make sure I wouldn't leave with any regrets, I watched you closely. I watched how you hurt me, how you lived with it so easily, until finally, I looked at you and felt nothing. No love, no pain, just disgust. It's over, Christopher. I'm done." Then, I packed my bags and turned off my phone.

I was so completely lost as I highlighted every single character I disliked and everything I hated. We walked with my sides turned to face him as he listened attentively to everything I had to say. “I definitely hate when someone tries to control me and asks about my whereabouts. It really Ticks me off and I wish to stick a hand up their face.” “Ohh really? I didn’t know I was going to become a topic too?” His voice stopped me in my tracks as I slowly but didn’t want to turn to that voice. Of course I was talking about him. I didn’t know how it happened but everything I hate could just be summed up in one name and it was Jaden.

How do you wake up every morning knowing your other half is out there, breathing the same air, but you can’t find them? I’ve never even had a boyfriend. It’s not that I haven’t been thinking about it, but I’ve seen what "just anyone" looks like, and I don't want it. I don't want a placeholder or a distraction for the sake of not being lonely. I want the real thing. I want to fall in love so passionately that the world disappears. I want that click—that moment where the universe finally makes sense.

He adds, and I look away. I don’t want to be Kintsugi or in some dramatic romance novel. I just want to love and be loved. I want to be seen and appreciated. I do not want to be seen as a nobody. I want to be loved, respected, and cherished. I don’t want to have to guess if I’m loved or not. I want to be understood. I want clear, easy-to-see love. “Let’s do something fun.” Lucas then says, and I turn to him.

is it so wrong? I just want to make this love happen...I'm not the heroine who's just gonna stand there and be hurt while watching the person he love be with another girl... I'm not gonna give up and regret the things I could've done... ... is this the right thing to do? everyday, I feel like I'm becoming more and more selfish.

I said and she sighed. "What?" I asked. "Your life is so boring.. so you don't want to get married one day?" She asked. "No. I don't want it. If I do, one day I will get divorce anyway. Guys who like me are jerks and all they want from me is sex." I said as I looked at my nails. "I mean you're right but I bet there's a good guy out there. Guys are jerks but there are good guys too." "I don't want to fall in love, Becca. I don't care if everyone mocks me about it but I don't want to fall in love." I said.