Novel & Cerita I Forgot I Loved You, Alpha

I raised my fingers to his face and smeared his tears all over his cheeks, “Why do you want to recover a memory that doesn't have me in it? As for your childhood memories, tch, it’s better you forget that one totally, you hated my gut.” I hide the fact that he has lost his memory twice. “Why are you doing this to me, Alpha? I’m your mate, yes, but why? Why do you have to torment me by hiding my own self from me?” “You answer the question yourself,” I push his hands away from my chest as I arrange and straighten my shirt. I keep my expression as calm as possible, trying not to feel infuriated by his unreasonable words and behaviour. “This is not love!” “You don’t get to lecture me about love,

Swiftly, I spun around to the only person I was looking for. "Lance," I breathed out, allowing the tears that had packed around my eyes to fall down. "I thought I had just heard you feel like I died and I–" I didn't let him finish before launching for him with a hug. He was stunned by my movement at first but then he adjusted and hugged me back, lifting me up from the ground as he did. "I thought I lost you," I whispered, still in tears. "I'm the Alpha, I have more than one reason to always come back home," he replied.

That was the first time he called my name since we first met so I figured he was serious but I didn't care because he was starting to piss me off. "What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? You've been acting like this since we left school." I yelled and we just kept yelling back and forth. "Like what?" "I don't know, you've just been in a horrible mood." "Well, I'm sorry if my best friend was in trouble and I couldn't be there for him but some alpha that you just met helped you." "A beta can't satisfy an omega's heat." Akito gasped, making me register what I had just said, I looked at Daichi and he had that same hurt expression on his face that he had at the door.

Those two completely foreign words, which I hadn't said in decades. Now that I've arrived at this point, I realize how powerful those words are. "Teach me how to do it." I squatted down, exhausted, and closed my eyes. He had not taught me how to grow, protect myself, love people properly, or raise my own children. In his brief life, he only taught me one thing: Don't fall in love with an alpha who doesn't love you. However, I did not learn this one.

Alex's friends try to tell him that Monika is not the best choice. But as we all know, love makes a person blind, and being in love with Monika makes Alex blind. If only he doesn't see with his own eyes, he never believes it. He sees her under some other Alpha, and she is enjoying herself. Alex wants to kill that Alpha, but then Alex knows it's not the Alpha's fault. On that very day, Alex cut all his connections with Monika. She tries to come back; she tries to act innocent, but Alex Knows it's all just an act. An act and nothing else.

The sudden impact sends something cold splashing across my shirt. I freeze. A thick pink liquid slowly drips down my white tank top. Milkshake. Of course. I look up slowly. Joan Carter. Standing right in front of me. Behind her, her usual group of minions snicker loudly. Joan tilts her head with fake innocence. “Oh my gosh,” she says sweetly. “Alexa, I didn’t see you there.” My fists tighten slightly. You ran straight into me. Her friends burst into laughter. One of them whispers loudly, “Wow, the Alpha’s daughter looks like a walking strawberry smoothie.”

All eyes snap to me, and suddenly the hall feels impossibly huge and I feel very small as every gaze is waiting for my decision. But it’s not just a choice between names. This is me trying to save my life and rewrite my tragic fate. It’s a choice between the man who ended my life and his brother, who might hate me just as much. I take a deep breath and start walking toward them, my heart hammering in my ears. Every step draws whispers from the crowd, faces turned toward me as they wait. When I reach Lucius, I stop. My throat feels tight and I swallow. “Lucius Crowe,” I say, lifting my hand toward him. “He’s my choice for Alpha.”

If this boy had an Alpha wolf and claimed my father killed his, that meant… No. My father killed one Alpha when he was a hunter, and that was Alpha Ravenscroft. So, this… This boy I was staring at was his son, Zane Ravenscroft, the one person I prayed to never cross and he was my mate? No. Moon goddess. Is this some kind of joke? I shakily forced my mouth open to speak even though I felt like passing out. "Zane…" "Don't you dare!" He yelled, his body shaking with rage and I flinched. "Don't you ever say my name."

they all murmured. My heart was racing . He was staring at me his face unreadable, cold,powerful. His eyes scanned the group, then landed on me. “You,” he said, pointing. My legs locked in place. “You don’t have a partner?” I didn’t answer. He walked closer. Too close. “I’m Alpha Noah. The new Alpha of Blackwood,” he said, holding out his hand. I slapped it away. “You!” I shouted. “You killed my mother!”

“Think of something else. Think of anywhere but here.” “I can’t,” I said. “It’s not reading my thoughts. It’s reading… who I love.” The old Alpha’s voice dropped. “Then drown it.” “Drown it with what?” someone asked. “With everything,” she said. “All the love. All the memories. No order. No plan. Overwhelm their cold logic.” Kieran looked at me. “Can you do that?” I swallowed hard. “I don’t know. But I can try.”