I Forgot To Be Your Lover Novels & Stories

Ava paused, feeling almost like laughing for a moment, nearly thinking she'd misheard. "You think I'm faking it? That I'm pretending to be sick to stop you from seeing your lover?" William was angered by her words. "Watch your language. Don't forget your place." Ava smiled silently, the kind of smile that comes from a broken heart, then leaned against the car window without another word. What right did she have now to call Sarah his lover? Never mind that they'd signed divorce papers - even if they weren't divorcing, she had no right.

More jewels and gowns than I could count. Every night he needed me, I’d put on whatever lacy thing he picked out. We’d have sex. Five years. 999 times. There were moments—his sweat dripping on my forehead, his soft breaths inside me, the way he’d look at me—when I let myself dream he loved me. Then the video dropped. Him. On the street. Kissing another woman. I knew the truth. He was my keeper, not my lover. Everyone laughed. They couldn't wait to see me lose my mind, begging him to keep me.

He states that he is getting more and more frustrated. "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have made him marry someone he hadn't even met yet!" / "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have done that!" "If you loved him as much as you claim you do, you wouldn't have done that!" or "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have said that!" I react even as I move closer to the person who is speaking.

I pleaded. Justin's expression turned desperate. "No! I love you, Stella. You can't marry Raleigh." His eyes were bloodshot as he tightly held onto my hand. "Love? Do you even know what you're saying?" I scoffed, my eyes starting to well up, pointing to my heart. "I feel nothing for you here. Seeing you just disgusts me." "You've lost your memory. You'll remember eventually." Justin couldn't bear my cold and disgusted gaze. Lost my memory?

Out of a sudden, He took one of my earpieces out and fitted his earpiece to my ear. The song that was played in his playlist... "What if I told you that I love you Would you tell me that you love me back? What if I told you that I miss you Would you tell me that you miss me back?" He looked at me like he needed an answer. I looked away and hid my smile. He held my hands when the lyrics go like... "What if I told you that I need you Would you tell me that you need me, yeah?" I took away mine from him.

“Because when I’m buried inside you, I forget all of it.” Forget. Not feel. Not love. That was the final cut. I grabbed my coat and bag and walked past him without another word. He didn’t stop me. Didn’t call out. Just let me go. The elevator ride down felt endless. Outside, the sleet had thickened, stinging my face as I stepped onto the sidewalk. I had nowhere planned. A hotel felt too empty. Lena—my best friend—was visiting family out of state. And my parents… they’d been gone for years.

I was living like a lifeless person but also you came to give me life but I can't make you as lifeless person with my fate what if one day you regret for loving me and leaves me or what if one day you get bored of me you introduced a new world to me you teached me how to smile which was forgotten by me years ago you became reason to my happiness but you never know what I'm craving for you can't too but the thing is I can't neglect you the more I wanted to forget you the more you're torturing me with your thoughts and actions but I don't know what exactly happened since from ten days... I didn't seen her ...she is not coming to college I don't know her mobile number too

I had no idea and I didn’t think I was ready to hear it from him either. I stood up and walked over to the window. The city lights outside shimmered like distant stars, making me feel small and insignificant in the vastness of the world. But what troubled me most was my inability to remember my past with Trevor. How could I forget someone so important? He reassured me that it was okay and that I should focus on creating new memories rather than dwelling on what was lost. Yet, guilt weighed heavily on my heart. It felt unfair that Trevor knew every detail of our shared history while I remembered nothing.

"You'll always be a mistake in my life." He looked so confused. Lost. "What did I do?" He asked and I glared at him. The nerve of him to ask me that. I could see the wheels in his head spinning and his mouth formed an 'O'. "Damn it, I'm so stupid. I forgot to leave a note cause I was in a haste. You know it's Monday morning and Dahlia had to be in school on time, plus it's an hours drive from here to your place. I had to wake up extra early to go get her ready and take her to school. Luckily for me, Tina had done most of the work and all I had to do was drive her to school. I'm so sorry for not informing you, I just didn't want to wake you up and I thought I'd be back before you realized I l

"I love you yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Forever. Even when you forget. Especially when you forget. I love you." We make love. Urgent. Desperate. Beautiful. Both knowing midnight comes. Both knowing this ends. Both choosing this anyway. At 11:59 PM, I'm in his arms. Both of us watching the clock. Both knowing. Both accepting. "Will it hurt?" He asks. "The forgetting?" "You won't feel anything." I tell him. "You'll just wake up tomorrow not knowing me. Not remembering this. Not aware you forgot. It'll be like I never existed. Until I introduce myself. Until we start over. Until we love again."