I Forgot To Be Your Lover Novels & Stories

I have so much more than anyone can ask for. "And you—" John breaks the kiss for a while, keeping our foreheads attached. "You have a misunderstanding that I wanna clear. If you ever think you were out of love with me, just remember how deeply you remembered all the moments we had. No one can ever remember things in such detail. You had something for me you never noticed. You loved me. You just never recognized that. Or you thought you could never love anyone. You misunderstood yourself. You have always ignored to accept the things you felt. I know that. I freaking know that"

She waves at me and then she’s gone. I realize in that moment that I love my sister with all my heart but I don’t want or need her in my life. I harbor no bad feelings towards her but I’m happier without my family. I love the life I have far from them. I’ll be there if the ever need anything but I don’t want to see them often. I’m happy as I am and that’s okay. The end

Ava paused, feeling almost like laughing for a moment, nearly thinking she'd misheard. "You think I'm faking it? That I'm pretending to be sick to stop you from seeing your lover?" William was angered by her words. "Watch your language. Don't forget your place." Ava smiled silently, the kind of smile that comes from a broken heart, then leaned against the car window without another word. What right did she have now to call Sarah his lover? Never mind that they'd signed divorce papers - even if they weren't divorcing, she had no right.

More jewels and gowns than I could count. Every night he needed me, I’d put on whatever lacy thing he picked out. We’d have sex. Five years. 999 times. There were moments—his sweat dripping on my forehead, his soft breaths inside me, the way he’d look at me—when I let myself dream he loved me. Then the video dropped. Him. On the street. Kissing another woman. I knew the truth. He was my keeper, not my lover. Everyone laughed. They couldn't wait to see me lose my mind, begging him to keep me.

He states that he is getting more and more frustrated. "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have made him marry someone he hadn't even met yet!" / "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have done that!" "If you loved him as much as you claim you do, you wouldn't have done that!" or "If you loved him as much as you say you do, you wouldn't have said that!" I react even as I move closer to the person who is speaking.

I pleaded. Justin's expression turned desperate. "No! I love you, Stella. You can't marry Raleigh." His eyes were bloodshot as he tightly held onto my hand. "Love? Do you even know what you're saying?" I scoffed, my eyes starting to well up, pointing to my heart. "I feel nothing for you here. Seeing you just disgusts me." "You've lost your memory. You'll remember eventually." Justin couldn't bear my cold and disgusted gaze. Lost my memory?

"You'll always be a mistake in my life." He looked so confused. Lost. "What did I do?" He asked and I glared at him. The nerve of him to ask me that. I could see the wheels in his head spinning and his mouth formed an 'O'. "Damn it, I'm so stupid. I forgot to leave a note cause I was in a haste. You know it's Monday morning and Dahlia had to be in school on time, plus it's an hours drive from here to your place. I had to wake up extra early to go get her ready and take her to school. Luckily for me, Tina had done most of the work and all I had to do was drive her to school. I'm so sorry for not informing you, I just didn't want to wake you up and I thought I'd be back before you realized I l

"I love you yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Forever. Even when you forget. Especially when you forget. I love you." We make love. Urgent. Desperate. Beautiful. Both knowing midnight comes. Both knowing this ends. Both choosing this anyway. At 11:59 PM, I'm in his arms. Both of us watching the clock. Both knowing. Both accepting. "Will it hurt?" He asks. "The forgetting?" "You won't feel anything." I tell him. "You'll just wake up tomorrow not knowing me. Not remembering this. Not aware you forgot. It'll be like I never existed. Until I introduce myself. Until we start over. Until we love again."

He relived their first kiss, their first date, and their first "I love you." He thought of Jace, their beautiful son, and how Sarah's eyes lit up when she looked at him. Everything became so slow, so clear. Nicholas saw his entire life flash before his eyes, and he knew that the best part of it was Sarah. "I love you, Sarah," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "Sarah, my love," he thought, his heart aching with grief. "I'm so sorry I didn't protect you. I failed you." He thought of Jace, his sweet little boy, and his heart broke all over again. "Jace, my son, I'm so sorry I won't be there for you. I won't get to see you grow up, to watch you graduate, to walk you down the aisle."

I once fell so in love with you I fell so deep with all my heart I thought no matter what I do I will give anything for you Never thought you’d ever leave me Not even in my wildest dreams I don’t know what to feel or do Now I wish I never met you Don’t ever come back to me again Trying to forget you the best I can It hurts too much to say You threw us away Nothing that could make you stay Don’t ever miss me anymore You gave up on us when you closed that door I wish you all the best Thought you were my last Just please can you let me pretend.. to forget ~Mahen – Pretend to forget~