I Have Loved You Since We Were 18

“ไอ้หมอโรคจิต ไอ้หมอบ้ากาม ไอ้เกย์ปลอม ไอ้....ๆ” ศศิตาไม่รู้จะหาคำไหนมาด่าไอ้คนเลวแบบเขาได้ “ไม่เอาน่า บี๋ ไหน ๆ ก็ ไหนแล้ว เมื่อคืนคุณก็สนุก ไม่ใช่เหรอ” ลักษณ์เดินเข้ามาใกล้เธอ พร้อมทั้งเรียกคำที่เขาชอบเรียก โดยเฉพาะเมื่อคืน เขาเรียกเธอด้วยคำนี้ทั้งคืน “ไม่ต้องมาเรียกคำนี้เลย...ปล่อย” ศศิตาใช้สายตาดุ ไม่คิดเลยว่าคนที่เธอเห็นเขาเป็นเพื่อนมาตลอดหลายปี จะกลายร่างเป็นคนเลว ใช้จังหวะที่เธอเมา ในการย่ำยีเธอ จะเรียกว่าย่ำยีได้ไหมนะ ในเมื่อเธอก็ไม่ได้ขัดขืน แต่อย่างไรเสีย เธอก็เมา ไม่มีสติ เขาไม่ควรใช้หน้าตา และความสนิทสนมล่อลวงเธอ “เลิกกับมันซะ” เสียงของลักษณ์ดูเหี้ยมเกรียมกว่าทุกครั้งที่เธอเคยได้ยิน “เลิกอะไร เลิกกับใคร” ศศิตาใกล้ใจถาม หวังว่าเขาคงไม่ได้ให้เธอเลิกกับคนนั้นนะ คนที่รักหมดใจ “เลิกกับมันซะ ไอ้เบียร์ ไม่อย่างนั้น คลิปบี๋กับเราว่อนเน็ตแน่” ลักษณ์พร้อมทั้งกระชากคนตัวบาง มานั่งลงบนตัก

In a twisted tale of deceit and sacrifice, Lydia Milan who hid her identity and family endures a loveless marriage to handsome wealthy Nathaniel King, who views her only as a blood source for his ailing ex. Struggling against mistreatment, Lydia Milan finally demands a divorce and leaves the marriage and that was when Nathaniel King discovered that she was the only daughter of the richest man in the country who he has been trying to have an audience with since. "Please Lydia, give me a second chance. I swear, let me love you again." "Too late Nathaniel, I have someone else now." A suspenseful journey unfolds, revealing the compliexities of love, betrayal, and redemption in this gripping novel where hidden identities and vengeful schemes entwine in a web of secrets.

Jack, CEO tampan putra tunggal Hans Ferdinand Graham. Siapa tak mengenal Jack dengan segala aset yang tersohor di seluruh Mexico City. Ia punya segalanya tapi minim attitude, bertemu Ammy Lawrence Martin, gadis pemberontak yang suka menentang Jack yang sesuka hati dan arogan. Dalam diam-diam mereka saling jatuh cinta. Saat keduanya mulai terjebak dalam perasaan cinta begitu dalam, menjadi sepasang kekasih yang seakan tak terpisahkan, kenyataan pahit harus mereka telan. Bahwa rupanya Jack bukan putra kandung Hans, melainkan hanya senjata untuk di jadikan objek pembalasan dendam kepada ayah kandung Jack yang sebenarnya, Bob Martin. Apa yang terjadi kemudian, saat Jack dan Ammy tahu bahwa sesungguhnya mereka adalah saudara kembar yang sengaja dipisahkan dan disatukan kembali demi menghancurkan keluarganya? Dan benarkah Jack dan Ammy adalah saudara kembar? "I'm sorry, Ammy?" "Untuk?" "Cause i love you." "Jika cinta kita adalah sebuah kesalahan, aku mau kita salah selamanya asal kita bisa bersama." Ammy tersenyum. "Ya. Aku tahu itu." "Live with me,and if you die, i will die with you." Temukan jawabannya di sini.

What would you do if, one day, you realized that some written history is repeating itself on you? Will you go along with it? Or will you go on fighting it? As for Roxanne, who always thought that every single thing that happens has a reason, she tries to fight it. Unfortunately, what she didn't know is that even if there is always a reason why, there is not always an explanation why.

"Jangan bermimpi kau bisa lari dariku, hidup dan matimu ada di tanganku!" Rose White yang bermimpi bisa bekerja di sebuah perusahaan besar di negaranya, tersenyum bahagia saat lamarannya diterima. Dia diminta untuk menjadi sekretaris seorang yang pernah dia tolong dua tahun lalu. Pertemuan yang tidak disengaja antara Rose dan Allen Clarck, membawanya masuk ke dalam kubangan kehidupan Allen yang gelap dan penuh misteri. Sejak saat itu Rose tidak bisa hidup dengan bebas. Darah dan kematian seakan menjadi hal yang biasa sejak dia mengenal sang Bos Mafia. Dibalik sikap Allen yang kejam dan dingin ternyata pria itu menyimpan begitu banyak misteri, masa lalu yang kelam dan cerita pahit perlahan mulai terkuak satu per satu bersamaan dengan munculnya teror dari musuh yang ingin menghabisinya. Ditengah menghadapi serangan yang datang bertubi-tubi dari pihak musuh, Rose mulai dibuat gila dengan sikap Allen yang posesif padanya. Ternyata pria itu sudah jatuh cinta pada Rose yang selalu hangat dan ceria. Mampukah Allen melindungi wanita yang dia cintai? Mampukah mereka bertahan ditengah peliknya masalah masa lalu yang datang menerpa hubungan mereka? Cerita ini mengandung unsur kekerasan yang kental dan percintaan yang panas, pembaca diharap bijak dalam menyikapinya..

After the unfortunate passing of Fatima Holmes, the beloved mate of the Alpha King, Lucas Ashford, Fatima’s father made the decision to conceal her death and instead present her twin sister, Lilith Holmes, as Fatima to secure the position of Luna of Lucas. This deceitful plan was driven by a desire for power, wealth, and privilege. Lucas harbored a strong dislike for Lilith in the past. However, what will happen when Lucas discovers that Fatima is actually alive and his feelings for Lilith begin to grow?

Pekerjaan dan pernikahan, dua hal yang belum ada dalam kehidupan Valerie di usianya yang mendekati angka tiga. Ia berharap, pertemuan dengan Arion, CEO tampan dan ramah, bisa mewujudkan keinginan sang ibu yang menginginkannya segera menikah. Namun, harapan itu tidak berjalan mulus saat mengetahui jati diri Saga. Siapa Saga? Dan bagaimana seorang Saga bisa mempengaruhi kehidupan Valerie?

Raquel needed an outlet when her heart was broken when her first love abandoned her. And she found it in writing. She wrote a book as her last hail Mary to her first love for him to find her. She became famous because of it. Rustin came in to her life when she wanted to hide away from the reality why the man she loved left her. They couldn't deny the attraction they have for each other. Would he be the man she longed for or just the man she met on vacation? Find out all of the answers to this as we journey together with Raquel in this story.

Celeste knew both happiness and sadness, but she had never lost hope, until the time when she lost her dad and her world came crashing down. What was the point of hoping and wishing, when everything she wished for would slip away right from her hands, like water running down her fingers? Pain and depression in itself are unbearable, but what would happen to a person if they have to deal with financial stress too? Celeste had to juggle not only schoolwork but also juggle three different jobs. With great difficulty, she was able to finish her bachelor's, and now she was finally able to get into her dream university for her master's. All this while she thought being far away from home would somehow take her troubles away too, but that wasn't the case. She had a looming 1-year student loan and was barely getting by with a full-time degree. And that's when she was forced to do something that she didn't really think she would have to do. She found herself browsing through what it would take to be a sugar baby and was mortified that it required the sugar baby to have consensual sex and her graysexual ass could never. She was saved from the nightmare when she met a mysterious rich boy/man who was willing to act as her sugar daddy, well not really. Gabrielle a boy of just 23, and an owner of a multi-millionaire company. He had money and everything nice right at his feet. But just like Celeste, he was a broken boy too, craving for a family that was already 6 feet under the ground. And who knew that both of them would find each other and maybe just maybe they would find what they lost all hope for.

A rebellious woman and a policeman. Will she accept that she was loved and chained by him? Tunay nga na kapag tumitigas ang ulo ng isang bata, kailangang dinidisiplina. Pero sa kaso ni Gisselle na dalaga na, hindi niya matanggap na dinidisiplina siya ng isang pulis na hindi niya naman kilala. Ang nais niya lang naman ay magrebelde dahil sa sama ng loob niya sa sarili niyang ama na dating pulis, na aniya’y tila wala naman daw sa katuwiran, at abusado sa karapatan ng kababaihan. Naging party girl siya dahil sa mga barkada niya at sinasadyang magpa-late ng uwi upang inisin ang kaniyang ama. Pero ang hindi niya alam, iyon na pala ang huling beses na magagawa niya ang mga bagay na ’yon. Nahuli siya ng mga pulis sa kalsada nang hating-gabi, at naging buena manong curfew violator sa gabing iyon. Napatawan siya ng community service sa loob ng isang buwan. Naiinis siya sa tuwing nakakakita siya ng mga pulis, lalo na ang lalaking hindi niya inaasahang makikilala niya. Naiinis siya lalo dahil desidido itong palambutin ang ulo niya. Tahimik lamang itong lalaki pero walang sinoman ang kayang bumali sa mga salita nito. Hanggang sa hindi niya namamalayan na nag-iiba na pala ang tingin at pananaw niya sa mga pulis, na hindi pala lahat ay masasama tulad ng iniisip niya noon. May tulad pa rin pala ni PCol. Carlos Joseph Guevarra na matino at disiplinadong pulis na magpapatino sa kaniyang rebeldeng pag-iisip. Lingid sa kaalaman ng dalaga, may lihim palang interes sa kaniya ang single at treinta y tres anyos na pulis. Kaya naman pala kahit na anong gawin niya ay pinapansin agad nito at todo kung makaprotekta sa kaniya. Papaano niya kaya mapipigilan ang lalaki kung siya mismo ay hindi ito magawang mapaikot sa mga kamay niya?