I Hurt Myself Today Lyrics Novels & Stories

I said with a smirk, reaching for the stereo. The timing couldn’t have been more perfect—my favorite song started playing: ‘I Lost Myself in Loving You’ by Jamie Miller. Without thinking, I started singing along, the lyrics cutting a little too close to home. They say… Time is always meant to heal the fall Tell me Why it doesn't seem to help at all You're okay I'm here tryna pick the pieces up Of the old me Before you say that I'm not enough I'm tryna find the heart I lost

But now, things were very different, and I was determined to put everything in its place. ~"Once again, I dance alone, Amidst the shadows, With my pain, Freedom arrives, And I'm not mistaken, In this darkness, I see my worth."~ The lyrics echoed in my mind, like a mantra, each word resonating with the strength I had found in myself. Humming the melody, I felt a surge of confidence building, each note reminding me that I was stronger than I ever imagined. The past had no power over me, and music was a reminder of my new reality.

The people around me looked at me strangely. I didn't even know how long I ran. By the time I got home, my pants were already soaked with blood. I locked myself in the bathroom and stared at my wounded lower body in the mirror. I was trembling. Just to make Alex happy, Josie treated me like an animal and hurt me without hesitation. Whenever I closed my eyes, I could still remember the pain I felt on the operating table. I heard movement from the front door. Josie was back. The moment she stepped inside, she saw the bloodstained pants I had thrown on the floor.

I slid my back down my door, hugging my knees, and I pep-talked myself. “You’re used to her. Don’t cry. Don’t break down. You’ve been through worse than this. Lecturing myself didn’t help much because I sobbed into my palms as I made a pathetic attempt to hush my sounds. Then the throbbing started, in that familiar place it has always ached. The moment I reached for my thighs to touch that spot, the buzz of my cellphone in my pocket made me jump. Goodness! It was just my cell phone.

I really vannot believe it! I didn't know that I was starving 'Til I tasted you. Don't' need no butterflies when You give me the whole damn zoo By the way, by the way you do Things to my body I didn't know that I was starving 'Til I tasted you.. I clapped my hands as I stood up and kiss him to his lips. I'm so proud that I have him in my life.

It put a smile on my face. When the sharpest words wanna cut me down I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown 'em out I am brave, I am bruised I am who I'm meant to be, this is me Look out 'cause here I come And I'm marching on to the beat I drum I'm not scared to be seen I make no apologies, this is me Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh

I know, I know in myself that he will only hurt me. I barely manage to move on when Ivann left me. I can't take another heartbreak, not anymore.

I say. Then fight yourself. I close my eyes. “I am tired,” I whisper, just like my mom once did. A tear drops on the floor. “I do not want to hurt him,” I say. “But I keep doing it.” I hit my chest lightly. “It hurts more here.” I kneel there, broken, breathing hard, tears falling one after another. The room stays quiet. Only my soft crying fills the dark.

Apparently, I'd missed both deadlines. Oh well... So much for getting my life back on track. My stomach growled, rumbling in hunger, but I ignored it and began to close my eyes and sing along to the music playing softly. ‘Today… And all of your days. I'll wear your pain. Heal what I can in your troubled mind. Sometimes our bodies will hurt for some time...' I relaxed through the rest of the song, lulled by SYML's sweet and melodious voice. I reflected on the lyrics I was belting out, and my chest tightened instinctively.

It's like I need to lock myself in my room too. It seems like everyone is just coming back. All the pain is coming back to me now and it only gets worse every time I think of Logan. "I-I'm so tired" I was just here in my room crying And as always... 'I feel alone'