I Hurt Myself Today Lyrics Novels & Stories

I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you"

Every inch of me broken, patched back up with Band-Aids—Band- Aids over open wounds. Temporary. Futile. Useless. I fight back the lump blocking my throat. I hold the numbness inside me at bay. The hopelessness presses against my shoulders, threatening to push me under and drown away my sorrows. There’s nothing worse than being fully aware yet having no way to change any of it. Without fighting, I feel like a traitor. I’m not just surviving anymore. I’m living, and I don’t know how I can forgive myself for feeling this way after I promised myself not to ever go back to the sad pathetic version of me.

But I've got you, you, you, you, you, you (Hey) And you've got me, me, me, me, too But I've got you, you, you, you, you, you (Hey) And you've got me, me, me, me, too Hope flows away If you could spend a day in my shoes Your mind would change If you'd known what I've gone through We want the same (Yeah, we do) Maybe then you'll understand How it hurts to be human God, it hurts to be human Without you (without you) I'd be losing (Yeah, yeah, yeah) And someday we'll face the music God, it hurts to be human But I've got you, you, you, you, you, you, hey And you've got me, me, me, me, too But I've got you, you, you, you, you, you, hey And you've got me, me, me, me, too

Please I'm sorry I'll be a good girl, let me go I'll do everything you say just don't hit me Please I screamed in pain. It hurted me gutted me like hell but still they didn't stop I really wished I had someone who would save me from them I tried escaping from their grip but I wasn't strong enough And that got me into more trouble Everyday I used to scream and beg them to stop hitting me but they never had mercy on me I was used as their punching bag

My chest felt like it was being crushed from the inside. Tears blurred my vision as they spilled down my cheeks. “I didn’t—” My voice trembled. “I didn’t mean—” But the words fell apart before I could finish them. My teeth sank into the edge of my fingernail. Hard. The sharp sting exploded across my tongue as metal and blood filled my mouth. I barely noticed. My body was screaming. Every nerve felt like it was on fire. Hurt yourself. The thought whispered through my mind. Hurt yourself.

he was madly in love with his wife, tears started to fall from her eyes and she sat in the ground I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I'm still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend

*singing* Why is it so hard for you To properly See me trying I get shocked to see How much I get hurt because of you My days are a struggle Even my dreams are painful If it was you How would it be If these crazy days became yours If you break down as much as me Will you know? All the pain that fills me To the point where my heart is about to explode How much I want you If it was you I would just love me If you break down as much as me Will you know?

all my suffering, from inside my body. Today, I cut myself. to heal my pain...to forget about the sad moments but it didn't help me...it didn't..I felt lonely..helpless..finding a ray of light in the dark world..finding myself..a powerful girl inside me...but the girl was already broken by these evil people. ________________________________________ Dear diary,

Milka swung her legs on the chair next to my girl, her little head bobbing along to the beat. The lyrics fell from my lips, and my gaze stayed pinned on hers. Her eyes widened and filled, and she lifted her hand to her mouth. You’re not broken, baby, you ain’t shattered, Maybe a little cracked, but darlin’, I can fix you if you let me. Let me soothe the sting, let me kiss your scars, Let me wipe your tears and dry your cheeks, I’ll hold you tight and love you deep. I smile as I sing, strumming on the guitar.