It Only Hurts When I Cry Lyrics Novels & Stories

“Only you can give others the power to hurt you.” Raising my gaze to meet his, he delicately wipes away my tears with the pads of his thumbs across the burning apples of my cheeks. “I don’t know how to take back my life… I've been in limbo for so long that I have no idea how to escape.” I sniffle, allowing him in.

I couldn't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks in floods. "You remember this piece" I breathed. "I don't know how....it's just in my head, engraved in my soul. I feel a deep sorrow as I play this song. I feel like it's attached to painful memories..." his voice cracked and my heart shattered. He sounded so...broken. "Tell me, I need to know why it's stirring up such pain within me" he rasped.

It's wrong, sick, and twisted, and yet, tears are already spilling from the corner of my eyes as I walk down the street. Love hurts so fucking much.

"Victoria, do you know how terrified I was when I heard you had gone missing? From now on, I won't leave your side. I can't live without you." Tears glistened in his eyes. I quickly reached for his hand and tried to soothe him. "Alright, I'll agree. But Jeffrey, I'm sorry. That day, I only wanted to prepare a birthday surprise for you. I never imagined it would turn into a nightmare." He pulled me into his arms and held me tight. "None of this is on you. It's my fault."

How could just one sentence from him make me cry? When he saw my tears, it seemed that he could no longer be angry at me. "It still hurts. Undo my buttons and help me take off my shirt."

I slid my back down my door, hugging my knees, and I pep-talked myself. “You’re used to her. Don’t cry. Don’t break down. You’ve been through worse than this. Lecturing myself didn’t help much because I sobbed into my palms as I made a pathetic attempt to hush my sounds. Then the throbbing started, in that familiar place it has always ached. The moment I reached for my thighs to touch that spot, the buzz of my cellphone in my pocket made me jump. Goodness! It was just my cell phone.

‘Plain and simple I’ll never be what you need now’ ‘Playing catch up but it’s only wearing me out’ ‘Tongue is sharp it’s only tearing me down ‘ ‘It’s getting harder for me to wanna be around’ ‘White lighter in my pocket’ ‘My face in your locket’ ‘Your face on my Home Screen’ ‘Now you’re fading away like a smoke screen’ She wasn’t the best singer but everything was on tune. I let my eyes flutter close as I listened to her sing as the pain only got worse. Trying to somehow disassociate with the pain but even this was too much.

is it supposed to hurt this much loving others? is it supposed to be like this forever Admiring stars but not the sky I own. Wiping my tears in the cold lonely night, I stood up and lay on my bed, my head pounding like somebody just hit me with a hammer. Wrapping the sheets around me, I close my eyes with only one thought. Never again I would show my fear my weakness Even if it breaks me inside, I will never let anyone see my tears. THE NEXT MORNING. 8.00 AM

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I continue playing the chorus part now and sing it while choking a sob midway through it. 'Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit is all I'm asking for' I'm having a hard time finishing the chorus without crying. I'm hurting too much. It hurts so much I hate it. It hurts to much that I hate myself. 'I don't ever tell you How I really feel Cause I can't find the words to Say what I mean And nothing's ever easy That's what they say I know I'm not your only