I Know You've Been Hurt By Someone Else Novels & Stories

I could still feel the electric thing that they used on me earlier. “Don't blame yourself, Trisha. It was my fault why we're here. If I just listen to you, we shouldn't be here.” Tears were about to streamed down my face as I kept on recalling the biggest mistake that we have but there's no use to it. It's more painful to see the man you've loved making up with your best friend. I rather choose to be hurt physically. Being hurt emotionally can tear you down, every part of your being. “This is really my fault, Be. If I wasn't that weak, we would not be here in the first place. The enemies will never capture us.”

him, I know he is also hurt by what I say but I am more hurt. Maybe it’s that, I’ve been able to do what I’ve wanted to do for a long time. He is the one I will hurt, he is the one I will drown. Little by little but I knew the thing I was saying hurt him. I also don't blame myself because they are the reason why I am like this. "To others, I've been here before."

“What about you?” “Sorry everyone. I’m not trying to make any one feel guilty, just trying to prove a point. Marcus, remember what I told you about my life before?” “Yes.” “Do you realize that people that hurt me are sitting right at this table in varying degrees? Some by ignorance, or turning a blind eye. Some with words. Some with silence. Some physically. Some through rejection.” “Um.”

“How much you hold yourself back so you don’t hurt anyone. How careful you are not to break them despite the world hurting you in the first place.” My fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt without me noticing. “I wouldn’t want to hurt others because there are those who hurt me. It is not like me,” I admitted quietly. His lips almost brushed mine when he spoke. “I know.” “And I hate that I know that others can actually use that to their advantage to hurt me.” I whispered, being honest with him. “I won’t.” “This, I know.” I said softly. “But there are those that will try to turn you against me, who will try and bring in others to break the two of us apart.”

The line between self-control and surrender to the storm is razor-thin. I don't know why I feel so betrayed by what he said. Maybe a stupid part of me was hoping that he was the one who asked AJ to stop me from leaving. I hope he has given me a chance in his life. “When I met you years ago, I saw a little innocent boy who is lonely and needs love. Now, all I see is a man who has been hurt so much and is looking for any and every opportunity to bully everyone around them. You ain't the only one who has been hurt before, you don't have to be a dick to everyone because of it. Everyone is going through things, don't add your burden to theirs." I whisper.

It was not the way I expect it to be. The sweet revenge turned into something tragic. I hurt an innocent man. I hurt both innocent men that I loved so much. When I realized I was wrong, it is too late. How can I ever take back all the hurt that I caused them? Even my own mother was hurt because of all the things that I have done.

“How much you hold yourself back so you don’t hurt anyone. How careful you are not to break them despite the world hurting you in the first place.” My fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt without me noticing. “I wouldn’t want to hurt others because there are those who hurt me. It is not like me,” I admitted quietly. His lips almost brushed mine when he spoke. “I know.” “And I hate that I know that others can actually use that to their advantage to hurt me.” I whispered, being honest with him. “I won’t.” “This, I know.” I said softly. “But there are those that will try to turn you against me, who will try and bring in others to break the two of us apart.”

“ I am definitely useless and powerless I have hurt the most two important people in my life and never again am I going to allow that. ” My mother barged into my room again and asked with googling eyes, “Who else did you hurt Aaron?” Me.....

What did I do wrong to make me hurt so good like this? I wonder why did I begged him in the first place, if I knew in the beginning that he couldn't handle to be with me. He really good at hurting me, emotionally. And I didn't know why I stayed from the beginning when I know it's not going to work, I'm so disappointed to myself. Days passed and for now, I need to focused on my studies because finals is really approaching like shit. Everyday I spent in my life was hell, My tears are like anchors that sink into my heart to the depths of the deepest ocean.

Because I may not know much above love it loving someone but I know one thing. You do not hurt someone you love, not the way they hurt me.