I Love So Much It Hurts Novels & Stories

*singing* Why is it so hard for you To properly See me trying I get shocked to see How much I get hurt because of you My days are a struggle Even my dreams are painful If it was you How would it be If these crazy days became yours If you break down as much as me Will you know? All the pain that fills me To the point where my heart is about to explode How much I want you If it was you I would just love me If you break down as much as me Will you know?

There's a burning pain in my heart and in my throat. I never thought he was hurting so much. Never realized he loved me so much. Even when I knew he cared about me. I suck in a ragged breath, feeling my heart splinter into a million pieces. With the back of my hand, I wipe the snot in my nostrils, not caring about dignity right now and suck the rest back in. “It doesn't make you selfish, Liam,” I pipe out after a long, hard silence. “It makes you human, flaws and all. And it makes you the only home my heart has ever known, no matter how broken. I love you too, Liam. I love you so much.”

She took a breath, then continued. “He took a part of me, and it sucks because I was the one who left him. You know that kind of love that’s so intense, it feels like your chest might burst? And if it doesn’t, the pain slowly eats you from the inside out? It becomes part of you, and you’d do almost anything just to stop hurting, even if only for a little while... That’s how I feel right now, bro. I love him so much it hurts.” She spoke sadly, then finally looked her brother in the eye.

I couldn't have hated myself more than I did right now. "I can't even look at you right now." His voice was quiet, filled with so much hurt. It felt as though someone ripped out my heart and stomped on it until there was nothing anymore. I was in so much pain and it hurts me even more that I was the one behind his pain. It shattered me.

He rise in the bed, kneeling in front of her, he cannot allow her to leave him “Not until you give me a convincing reply… you hate me right? He ask her. She smiles at him in adoration, and her eyes brighten up “No Gordon…. I can never hate you, even if I try to but staying here will only hurt me more.” “ What do you mean, hurt from what, who will hurt you here,” He is frustrated, has someone been hurting her without his knowledge, he wonders. She shook he heads in denial “ You will not understand…”she says “You will not leave … this is my final decision, you want something else you can ask me but not this.” He says out of frustration.

Energy wavering and temper fast dissolving away as I fight to hold back the tears that are now overwhelming me as my heartache clambers out on top. Why does he do this to me? He knows how to wound me, and the worst thing is, I don’t even think he knows he does it. I hate him so much but … I love him. More than anything in the world. I’m so done feeling like this. I’m so done with hurting at his hands.

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Never in all my years did I once foresee that I shall ever hurt so much. My heart is shattered; I have lost Isabella yet again. She was so close within my reach, and it fell apart before it could even start. I love this woman so damn much, but I cannot be with her. It fucking kills me, it is eating me up alive, and god, there is nothing that I can do about it. But I have to; giving her up will be the hardest thing I will ever do in my life. Thinking of those brown eyes swim in nothing but sorrow is the worst torture that I have ever felt. I feel like falling into an abyss and simply disappear.

The greatest pain comes from my soul, which dissolves in tears. I feel like shit about everything that's been going on and everything I've heard. So does that mean I'm easily replaceable? There are so many girls that look like me out there… this is hurting me so much. I hate loving them so much. Shit, I hate myself for loving them all. I don't feel the strength to get up from the floor and as soon as I lay my body on the cold floor, I'm exhausted from crying so much.

I never want to hear that but I did. It hurts. It hurts too much I want to hit this door. It hurts too much I want to throw the things that were around me. It hurts too much that all I'm left to do is to cry. It hurts too much because I know she's still in love with him. But what am I to her? Does she even love me?