Novel & Cerita I Love So Much It Hurts

It's been 1 month since that day, but it still hurts when I remember it. I didn't know how to explain everything to my brothers and mom about Vik because I couldn’t make my heart understand myself with his reasons. . . as it's something you'll do I’m so lost without you baby, I miss you so, don’t go. . even though it still hurts last time make it work baby, I miss you so, don’t go. . .

how can someone like the person who slapped us it is not possible then how you can love him candy you're my world since from childhood I love the way you're I was impressed to your each and every small gestures but today I'm broken I'm broken completely my heart is broken into pieces I'm hitting the wall with my fist I can't loose her you're not someone that can easily move out from my heart candy everytime my heart beats it reminds me it beats for you only I may forget taking breathe but I can't forget you at the sametime I can't stop you I love you candy you're the precious person in my life and all you think is now your prince charming is some other guy what about my feelings the feelings

I wiped again my tears as I breath in and out, while I can't help myself but just cry my heart out. "Loving you is just like holding a sharp knife that pointed at my chest... That even if it hurts nor kills me, I endure it. Because I can't let you go. I love you, I love you so much! But I know you didn't love me just like the way I do, b-but still I want you." I said with a voice cracked. Why don't he just bare with me for eight months? It won't hurt him right? He holds my right hand and put on his face.

Like my eyes were about to fall out this instance. "Yup!" They both said while giving me flat tone. "What's got into you bro's!" I said to them but still they all look at me seriously. "Woah seriously? Gezz fine I'll answer your questions ok!" I said as they still like to pushed that topic so I surrender. " Of course we all wanted to have someone to love and cherish ok? But not for now!" I said while giving them cheeky smile. "Idiot!" Blake mumbled.

I saw words that were hidden come clean. “I will never let you go. No matter where you go. I will find you and make you mine again. This I promise you.” I could not hold my tears again and let them freely flow. Out of anger, I hit the mirror hard using my hard fist that almost cracked. I didn’t want anything to do with him. James Watsons. His name itself was poisonous. Whenever I hear someone mention him, I feel joy and anger in my heart. They say time heals all wounds, which I was hoping for.

I just loved you too much Tagan and you know what it’s so hard to love you, it’s so hard to love you but I can’t help myself I still love you even though I’m so sick…. I didn’t stop crying that day so the nurses needed to inject me with sleeping peels to stop me… I’m in too much pain and it’s killing me so much Tagan…

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I fucking hated this feeling, I could not help but confess how much I missed him, I missed him so much that I could even feel his arms around me as I hugged myself whilst looking into the mirror. I murmured to myself while looking into the mirror, "I love you so much, Aiden. I have no idea how I managed to fall this hard, but I did and now I can not get you out of my mind... Will this pain ever stop? Will I ever get over you?"

I suddenly remembered how Leta always ended her interviews by saying, "I love my family." I once thought that was a subtle yet sincere expression of her love for me. But now that I thought about it, it just felt like I couldn't be more wrong. That statement wasn't targeted at me only—it was also for Zachary and Anatalia. I was never her only love. I let out a bitter scoff, barely holding onto my shattered heart. I practically stumbled my way out of the study. At that moment, my phone vibrated slightly. I froze the moment I saw the message from Zachary.

I shove his hand out of my hair and push to my feet, unable to bear another moment of his cruel game. “Because I love you!” The words tear from my throat before I can stop them, raw with weeks of pain. “Because even when you’re cruel, even when you hurt me, I still love you so much I can’t breathe with it.” My voice breaks as tears start falling freely. “Because every time you look at me like I’m nothing to you, it kills something inside me, and I still come back. I still—”