I'm Not Okay Lyrics Novels & Stories

3RD PERSON I'm a liar Telling the family I'm okay I think I'm going to die, eh Set me on fire I can't remember who I am I was a child, eh-eh The boy in the empty room is lonely I want to run away Get me out of this abyss I want someone to hug me Somebody help me Help me be me, yeah Somebody help me Take off my smiling mask, yeah I'm not happy I'm not happy Forced to smile but I'm not happy

I glanced at him and continued, "Your Daddy and I have already divorced. You don't have to apologize to me the next time you call someone else your 'mommy'." "Emily will become your new mommy soon. She's a nice person, and you happen to like her. You'll all live a happy life moving forward." Julian trailed after me all the way to the entrance of my house. He refused to leave. "Do you have anything else? If not, I'll shut the door now," I said. Julian widened his eyes in disbelief. "I can't believe you refused to forgive me when I already apologized to you! You'll surely regret this!"

“You can keep running, Kane. You can hide behind your sick mother and your scholarship and every rule you’ve built around yourself. But I already know what you sound like when you stop fighting. And I’m not going to pretend I don’t want to hear it again.” Heat crawled up my neck. Upstairs a floorboard creaked as my mother shifted in bed. “If you care about any of the things you just listed,” I said, voice low and tight, “you will walk out that door and stay away from me.” Adrian held my gaze for a long moment, then slowly shook his head. “No.”

After I painfully died, she burned me to ash and scattered my remains in the dump. The pain I suffered was seared into my bones, and even just thinking about it would make my chest ache horribly. … I was shaking uncontrollably. My clothes were quickly torn apart. The men grabbed my hand and pried one of my fingernails off. Blood quickly oozed from my fingertip. The pain was so excruciating that I screamed and sobbed. The abductors seemed delighted by my screams. They recorded several videos and sent them all to Mom.

He looked breathtaking. "You're never gonna be alone From this moment on If you ever feel like letting go I won't let you fall You're never gonna be alone I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone…" I slowly sat up and brought my legs to my chest again, just staring at him in a daze and letting the lyrics sink into my brain carefully. I wasn't sure what message he was trying to pass on to me through the song or if he just picked a random song, but my mind couldn't help but think every word of the lyrics through and try to find comfort in them. It was me desperately searching for a way out of sadness.

"Is this you?" I looked at the screen. It turned out someone had filmed what had happened at the hospital today and posted it online. It was right at the moment when Dr. Stevens had ripped my shirt. The comment section was full of people complimenting my physique. "I ran into a psycho at the hospital today, but it's all sorted out now. It’s nothing to worry about." Mom took a swipe at me. "I told you to cut your hair, but you wouldn't listen. Now just look at the mess you've caused."

She still remembers how Adam refused her to return with Jennie and repair their relationship, which was destroyed just because of Irene. *Flashback On* "Do Jennie's parents still forbid her from playing music?" Adam inquired once more. Irene slowly nodded, "Yes, our parents still forbid her from playing music. And now Jennie has no one to comfort her when she is sad because our parents continue to forbid her from playing music." "But at the very least, Jennie still has you and Alice, who will always support her in playing music. Is not it?" "Yes, of course. However, Jennie also still needs you. Please, Adam, come back. As my penance, I will do whatever you ask as long as you return to Jennie

Not having stupid insecurities Knowing I'm right where I'm supposed to be, whoa So sick of my emotions getting in the way Put 'em all aside and put 'em in the grave I don't wanna be too little too late Yeah, these emotions just can't stay Even if it hurts, I'll do all it takes I don't wanna make the same mistakes Don't wanna feel lonely, lonely So sick of my emotions, emotions I don't wanna lay here wide awake I don't wanna stay here stuck in my brain I just wanna free my mind and release the pain 'Cause I know now that if things don't change I'm gon' be broken, so out of place But for now, I'll accept it's okay not to be okay Now I fantasize what life could be Getting a hold of my anxiety K

So will you please let me? I feel kind of weird. it's just that the song is kind of old and somewhat lame. No, it is nice. it is good... Yeah but... If you would compare it to the music we have now, which is full of sh*t,. I can't help but admit that I miss this type of music. [My love for you won't fade~ Just like the morning, there is hope as it shines.] Drake holds my hand, caresses it, and rubs his thumb on both of my palms. I slightly giggled and whispered.

(I know you've got the best intentions Just trying to find the right words to say I promise, I've already learned my lesson But right now, I wanna be not okay I'm so tired, sitting here waiting If I hear one more "Just be patient" It's always gonna stay the same So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like.....) Everyone is beyond shocked by end of her song, she slowly opens her eyes and looks at everyone with a smile, they all start clapping their hands for her, our eyes meet