I Regret Losing Her Novels & Stories

Despair loomed over me, darkening my thoughts and flooding my heart with profound sorrow. Tears flowed uncontrollably, blurring my vision. Every memory with her spun in my mind, plunging me deeper into sadness. How unfair all this was; such a precious person was now lost, and I felt as if the world had stopped turning. All the pain and regret haunted me, and I knew my life would never be the same again. Serena's departure took part of me with it, and this sense of loss would forever be etched in my memory. I closed my eyes, hoping this was all just a nightmare that would soon end.

It was not going to leave me as easily as I wanted it to because deep down, the regret that she felt was one that I couldn't help but find myself feeling pain for. The doctor assured me she’d stabilize. That her body would recover. They assured me that she would be able to have with their children, that it is normal for a woman to lose her child even in her situation, even as far as she went. But the emptiness in her eyes when she whispered I lost it… I failed… before sleep claimed her… That was something no doctor could fix. That was not something that they could easily erase from my mind, even though I wished that they could.

When I saw her back in the city, she was lifeless and I would end the world to see her breath or for her to just be mad at me, but I wanted to have her awake and even now, whilst she is in my arms, it's hard to believe that she is back. "I missed you so much," I rub her back. " Don't ever do that, okay? You scared me to death," I whisper. At that moment, I didn't mind being vulnerable to her. Not anymore. Quin showed me that losing someone could happen in the blink of an eye, and it's so easy to have regret piled in your heart if all you did was just hold back everything you want to say or do. "You better keep your promise mate," Ares adds. "We can't lose her again. "

Not like I was either. “Found out the same night I lost it, as if you care. I lost the baby I didn’t know I had Slade! I had cramps so bad I couldn't help plan the funeral, so mom was there and I was alone!! YOU WEREN’T HERE FOR ANY OF IT,” she shouted, shoving me back so hard I fell on my ass. She stormed out and I heard her feet on the stairs. She lost it?? I took some deep breaths as I got to my knees and leaned over the bed. A wave of relief washed over me, and then deep fucking regret.

"And when you disappeared, when I could not find you no matter how hard I looked, every part of me died—disappeared with you." He laughed, but it was hollow, bitter. "What an idiot I was. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. And losing you, losing those eight years we could have had together, losing the chance to be there when our son was born, to hold your hand during his first surgery, to support you through your mother's death... that is my biggest regret. That is the thing I would change if I could go back." Tears were streaming down Shayla's face now. Around the room, dozens of other people were crying too, caught up in the raw honesty of his words.

He had left. It was over. The weight of regret crashed into her all at once, swift and merciless. Why had she fallen asleep? Why had she surrendered to exhaustion when she should have stayed awake? If she hadn’t closed her eyes, if she had fought it just a little longer, he would still be here. Now he was gone. Lost to her. Forever. She went numb for a moment, then the dam broke. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she cried inconsolably, her body shaking as though seized by a fit. She had lost everything. The one person that mattered the most to her now probably was.........

guy, he really, truly loved me and up till this day I still regret losing him. All I’m left with now is the memories that we had together which I will cherish forever” I saw the sadness in her eyes. “But it doesn’t have to be that way” I said. “What do you mean? Meet someone else? I will never be able to fall in love with anyone else Cara, it’s hopeless even trying” she said. “I wasn’t even going to suggest that. But why don’t you reach out to him? Invite him here and maybe the story can go on” I said. “But Cara, do you really think that he would want to forgive me after all of these years. I doubt that he even wants to hear my voice” She said sounding hopeless. “But what if he does? What i

Still, I can’t stop the tears from falling. Regret and pain washed over me. I lost her. I lost the only woman I ever loved and the only woman I would ever love in this lifetime.

Before I could say anything, she added, “I am sorry for what happened yesterday. I don't want anything to come between us. Luke is my past; you are my present. Whenever you mention that name, I feel traumatized. I am so sorry for the way I responded to you yesterday.” At first, I was speechless. She was wearing a transparent nightgown. Her nipples pressed against the fabric. “I am talking to you, but your eyes are on something else.” She caught me. I held her hand, pulled her closer to me, and embraced her warmly. “There are many things I would love to say...” She placed her hand over my lips. “Don't... let's forget about yesterday.” Rebecca gently pulled away from me. She turned her eyes to

"What do you mean? Why wouldn't it live?" Daphne blinked rapidly, her hands shaking. "I... I just meant... she always seemed so frail back then. I didn't think she could... I mean, it’s just a shock, Ryan. You know how much I’ve struggled with our loss. To hear that she succeeded where I failed..." She started to sob, her shoulders shaking. I immediately felt a wave of guilt. Daphne had been through so much. Her miscarriage had haunted our marriage for years. I pulled her into my arms, stroking her hair.