I Regret Losing Her Novels & Stories

she slapped my hands off her shoulder "Why place me in this forced commitment" Everything falls in place, she knows, she has learned the truth, and she hates me, For the first time in my life I felt regret, sadness, and a teardrop from my eyes because I now know I have lost her… all I could say was just two words, two words I hardly tell people. "I'm sorry"

It held no anger, no warmth, no anything—just fact. "You lost when you laughed at me in the snow. You lost when you let them declare me dead without a second thought. You lost every time you chose pride over connection, arrogance over humility, force over respect." She paused. "But you didn't just lose me. You lost yourself. And that's the only tragedy here." He looked up at her, his face ravaged by tears. "Is there nothing I can do? Nothing that would—"

and she couldn't control herself and burst into tears. "I....." "Lost...." "my..." "Twin Child, I lost it because of me, I was a little careless with my health, I lost it and I regret everyday because of this, I regret losing our child our own flesh and blood" She shouted and tears flowed from her eyes. It made my heart skip. She lost our child. I quickly hugged her tightly. She has suffered so much because of me. The pain I have given her, the pain of a mother losing her precious one.

Black is all she’s worn for the last month as we buried countless people. Jai… It still doesn’t feel real, almost as if I’m waiting for him to walk through the door and say, ‘Did you really think you could get rid of me so easily? I don’t think so.’ Losing him, felt like I had lost a part of me… I regretted a lot, not telling him everything, putting him through so much… I focus on the TV again, not wanting to delve in that dark train of thought.

As quickly as she saw it, it disappeared. A pain tugged at her heart making her groan. That is right. She has been through that before. She knew more than anyone what it felt like to lose everyone she loved. It was a hellish that made you feel like you were on fire and there was not even a single drop of water that would be able to douse out that fire. Just thinking about it made her tremble in rage. It was her mistake for sealing him. She should have used the last ounce of her strength to drag him to the pits of hell. She shoukd have known that her decision would come and bite her in the end. Now she regretted that decision but there was nothing as useless as regret.

It was all Katherine's fault that her life had become so vague and meaningless. 'I swear to God, that I would destroy her. She would regret coming into our lives. She will be the one to lose Ashton and not me.' She banged her fist against the granite around the sink. She was not going to lose her Ashton at any cost. He belonged to her and only her. She splashed water on her face to wipe off any hint of sadness from her face and walked back to her friends. She stared at Katherine with bloodshot eyes which were filled with rage. She wanted to strangle her to death.

Her face slowly went pale. “What?” she whispered. Her hand went limp. The bottle of medicine fell to the floor. Tears streamed down her cheeks. I didn’t need to hear what the person on the other end was saying. I knew. Something had happened to Rean.

The night air was cold, but my entire body burned with regret. For the first time in my life… I was terrified. Terrified that I had lost her. And that I might never get her back.

Her jaw tightens. Her control slips— just slightly. “I didn’t ask for this,” she says suddenly. “Any of it.” “I know.” “No, you don’t.” “I do.” “You don’t know what it’s like to lose everything,” she snaps. “To have nothing left to fight for.” “I’m right here.” “You’re not enough!” The words hit harder than anything else. Silence follows immediately. Sharp. Regret flickers across her face. But she doesn’t take it back.

I rushed to help her. " Are you okay?" I asked even though the answer was as clear as the tears escaping her eyes. " I lost my son and you shut everything and everyone out, It felt like I lost both my children " She whispered. " Mom we're not doing this here " Jane stood up and started packing her stuff. " Jaden is dead you've to find your peace " I felt my heart sink when I saw the regrets in her eyes, one that I once felt. "Mom he was my twin, no one could ever make up for that " She stopped her body trembling like a flickering flame of a burning candle.