I've Got A Darkness Shining Through Me Romane & Geschichten

I felt like Pandora’s box had been opened and it was sitting in my lap, all the evil in the world spilling out around me ripping the paint off the walls and tainting the carpet. If I stayed I wanted no part in their organizations or their game of cat and mouse. I wanted only to be there for Guilia who would know nothing about this. She was happy and carefree, I will do for her what my mother did for me and keep the world bright and shiny. I think it helps those of us who look darkness in the face to see the sunshine on those we love. “All right,” I finally spoke. “I won’t tell a soul,” “I knew you wouldn’t darling,” He grinned, if he thought that meant I would play any part in this scheme he

The one I love. Love. It’s more powerful than this. It had to be. I pushed. The darkness screamed, not wanting to let go. My body seized. Shadows crackled around me, lashing wildly, fighting to hold on. My knees hit the ground, and a choked gasp tears from my throat. But I don’t stop. I won’t stop. I push harder. Light bursted from my chest, shattering the darkness. A raw, furious howl echoed through my skull.

And as I surrender to the darkness, I can only pray that someday the dawn will come and bring an end to the endless night. As the darkness threatens to consume me, a glimmer of hope pierces through the veil of despair, like a ray of sunlight breaking through storm clouds. At that moment of clarity, I feel a surge of warmth and light flood my mind, banishing the shadows of my nightmares and illuminating the darkness with the promise of a brighter future.

Can't seem to find my own way home I'm wandering, searching for the light Hoping for something to make things right In the dark, I stumble and fall Trying to make sense of it all But the shadows are too much to bear And I'm struggling just to breathe the air But then I hear a voice that's clear and bright A melody that breaks through the night And suddenly, there's hope in my heart A chance for a brand new start So I follow that sound, so melodious, so sweet And as I do, my spirit takes flight I emerge into the world to find That I'm not alone, that love is kind And though the darkness still may come I know that I'm not undone For I have courage to I can walk along In the dark, I found my wa

The force pushing me to give in to the darkness is stronger, so I do, I let the darkness envelop me, hoping when I wake up, it will be just a terrible nightmare. ____

“Although you appear nothing more than a spec in the night. Even then, you pierce the dark with light. To them it didn’t matter, but to me it shone so bright. Your gravity brought in the ocean’s tide. “Some say you’re a myth, some say you’re made of cheese. Caught in your embrace, weakness buckled my knees. Your presence may never light up a room, but even then You light my darkest nights like the brightest moon.” "How could an inconsequential existence such as mine ever cross a mind as developed as yours. So I am just going to hide in the shadows, As your light illuminate me forever more..."

I sat silently, glancing out the window, trying to hold back the knot of frustration rasing in my chest. For the next six months, I'm supposed to endure this arrogant, heartless man. How on earth was I going to make it through without losing my mind?

She finally sang a song as she went to the pack house and showered “Romero…Baudouin…what do I do now….I’ve seen dark before…but not like this…this is cold…this is empty….this is numb…the life I knew is over…the lights are out…hello darkness…I’m ready to succumb….I follow you around…I always have…but you’ve gone to a place I can not find…this grief…has a gravity..it pulls me down…but a tiny voice whispers in my mind…you are lost….hope is gone…but you must…go on…and do the next right thing…can there be a day beyond this night…I don’t know anymore what is true….I can’t find my direction, I’m all alone…the only star that guided me was you…..how to rise from the floor…when it’s not you I’m rising

let me go. My voice was barely a whisper now The world spun beneath my feet. Why won't things ever go my way...The next thing I saw was a black light.

For every glance that turns your way, Is a reminder of my dismay. You shine so bright, you blind my eyes, And in your light, my spirit dies. I am the shadow, ever near, Invisible, yet always here. In the corners of your radiance, I languish in my impotence. For in your shadow, I remain, A silent echo, a muted strain. Yet still I walk, within this gloom, Hoping one day to assume A light that's wholly mine to keep, And from this shadow, I might leap. To stand apart, in my own right,