I Wanna Feel I Wanna Heal Novels & Stories

Roonie is currently dressing up to leave, and there are doctors in the ward with him too, trying to urge him to stay and complete his treatment, but he's not having it. "Roonie you can't do this and you know it. What if you collapse?" Kara persuaded. "Then I can just die" Roonie replied. "What!" "Yeah... This isn't how a human should feel. I feel fuçking empty like there's a big damn space inside me waiting to be filled! I dunno what happened to my head but I'll solve this myself... Y'all can leave it to me" he replied. "Roonie... "And when did I get this tattoo?" He faced Rebekah and Axel, showing them the tattoo on his forearm

I needed to get my head on straight, to focus on the plan. I fumbled with the stereo, needing a distraction. But as soon as I hit the power button, music blasted through the speakers, the bass thumping hard enough to rattle the windows. Ava jerked upright, her hood falling back. She looked startled, her eyes red and bleary, her face flushed like she'd been smoking something. For a second, I was struck by how wrecked she looked, how far from her usual polished self. "Shit, sorry," I mumbled, frantically turning the volume down. "Didn't mean to wake you."

And for the first time, I feel a small measure of peace. In the quiet space between dreams and wakefulness, I feel a strange sensation blooming inside me. It’s not fear, or pain, but something warm and steady, hope. Athiera’s words replay in my mind, her voice like a melody I can’t forget: You are more than what was done to you. Trust in yourself... and in him. As I nestle closer to Ramon, I realize that maybe, just maybe, I can do this. I can heal. I can grow. And with Ramon beside me, I can become who I’m meant to be.

she needed to heal first, that was the important thing that should be done. I rubbed my fingers on my chest as I stared at her back, she had given me a taste of heaven and now I was addicted to the taste. I wanted more. My fever would burn her. My want was going to destroy her. I couldn’t let her feel that, not now, not until she has fully understood what and who she was.

But I cannot see clearly enough to know how they fit together anymore, cannot find the energy or the belief required to begin the attempt. All I want — with a wanting that is quiet and total and exhausting in its constancy — is to find a way to heal. To move forward. To wake up one morning and feel even slightly more like myself than I did the morning before. To have a plan that feels real, a direction that feels true, a reason to get up that comes from somewhere deeper than sheer stubbornness.

To heal. To stories that remind us we are more than what tried to break us. With appreciation, — Clare Felix

I want them to genuinely love me. "I want to be cured," I said quietly to myself. Tears dripped from my eyes as I slowly closed them, allowing the sleepiness of the medicine to consume me. Deep inside me, I want to live. I want to be loved. I want to be free of my illness and leave the castle that has been my prison for so long. I want to be as free as a bird and try many new things. "How long is she going to sleep?" "I do not know..." "Do you think she'll awaken soon?"

Because Valerie teased him. Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you Now, I need somebody to know Somebody to heal Somebody to have Just to know how it feels It's easy to say but it's never the same

whenever I gain memories, I still think it is not enough, for you and me I want to become more something that might you despite but I trying to heal my soul, just give me that smile I remember when life turns into hell, I want to end these contradictions. Can you see the light Shadow on your knees Life is on the line, making all a lie I just wanna cry but I felt ashamed. I will be the prey, burning on a hell I just wanna me but it felt like a dream I am not me. It just another dream Million days have passed but nothing ever changed You are not the same, I can't call your name It feels so strange. Dancing on a rain I just wanna sleep. I wish I could feel, Remembering the things make me happy.

to heal those wounds which can't be seen but felt…inside me… I asked myself why I cry? To heal the broken girl inside me, To heal the warrior inside me, To heal the fighter inside me, I heal every day….every second of my life… To let people know I was an unsung warrior Until I die…________________________________________ (when she got to know about the twins)