I Wanna Feel I Wanna Heal Novels & Stories

It's healed over, but it's still left a dark bruising. I stagger over to the bed, curling up as pain consumes me. I just want to be left alone… I’m so… fucking… Weak. Self-destructive. Useless...

But I know one thing that HEALING is a Process , long time process and I'll surely get heal and come out of His HELL . Thank You ShineeSunshine ❤️

"Mixed feelings and messed up thoughts. why am i unable to express myself. parted my lips to speak but all came out was uhhhh. i wanna know the feeling of knowing my feelings so bad. how does it feel to express yourself? why is such common thing so hard for me? why do over think and make things hard? I wanna know so bad,so bad,so bad. but can't do it, do it, do it someone please teach me, teach me , teach me wait a sec, even if someone agrees to teach this wrench. who will guarantee I can learn it. even i am afraid cuz there is no warranty to this guarantee still... wanna know so bad, so bad so bad

she was getting tired of Thier little plan . “ but we have some time to ourselves , just like now . you and I , there's no distraction ” he doesn't understand. “ I don't want to hide around anymore ! I am tired , why don't you understand ? I want to openly declare myself as your woman. I...I want a family with you and our little pup . a small house up at the top of the mountains where there will be no distraction and nature will give us what we want. please my love ” he said nothing , whenever he says nothing it means her words has fallen on deaf ears . “ He does not love me ! ” she declared. it would be easier if Emperor Kaliel had a single bit of love for her but his heart is empty and col

Whisper says and I can feel the healing process startup. "It's ok I know you try to do what you can, and I know that it's not your fault that you're not at full strength." I think replying back to Whisper as I lay down on my rickety old bed and pull the thin blanket over my body and try to rest so that my body can heal and I can have some energy for tomorrow. ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆

“You have nothing to fear.” Even I can feel the subtle energy in the villa shift as the rogue’s tension eases, the walls around him cracking. It is tentative, but it is progress. And in this moment, I know why I exist. Not to lead, not to dominate, but to heal. To mend broken souls, wherever they come from, whatever form they take.

again. I am capable of devoting my heart to one person... again. I should let him heal me... again.

I nodded slowly, eyes burning. “I don’t know what’s happening to me.” You’re healing, she whispered. And healing isn’t neat. It’s messy. Ugly. Beautiful. Confusing. I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the floor, legs pulled up to my chest. “I don’t want to need him.” You don’t, she said. But maybe, just maybe, you want to. And that was the most dangerous part of all.

“This isn’t about fixing the past. It’s about building something new. Together. Whatever pace you need, I’ll match it. Whatever healing you need, I’ll help. But I want to be part of it. I want to be there.” My throat closed up. “I don’t trust myself yet,”

whenever I gain memories, I still think it is not enough, for you and me I want to become more something that might you despite but I trying to heal my soul, just give me that smile I remember when life turns into hell, I want to end these contradictions. Can you see the light Shadow on your knees Life is on the line, making all a lie I just wanna cry but I felt ashamed. I will be the prey, burning on a hell I just wanna me but it felt like a dream I am not me. It just another dream Million days have passed but nothing ever changed You are not the same, I can't call your name It feels so strange. Dancing on a rain I just wanna sleep. I wish I could feel, Remembering the things make me happy.