Novel & Cerita If I Can't Be Yours

The words are simple, but they cut deeper than any blade. “I'm sorry. I can't be the man you want me to be. Don't look for me.” No. Goodness no. This can't be happening. My world is collapsing, and I have no idea why.

“You have branded my heart, It will not err elsewhere. Without others, I can cope; Without you, I cannot. You are my wine, my joy, My garden, my springtime, My slumber, my repose, Without you, I can't cope.” . .

I whispered, I didn't know what else to do” “I don't need your sorry, I need you to stop pretending that you belong here, pretending that you are married to my son, pretending that everything is fine when really it isn't. We all see it, you are nothing but a selfish bitch who wants nothing else but herself and that's where we are wrong”

I am aware of what he wants, but I cannot give it to him. I would like to please him by being with him in this thing that hurts us both, but I cannot. For me, pain is felt alone, so you can scream, destroy yourself, curse and want to die without someone questioning you. Only this way, you feel that no matter how much crap you believe or do, you can't drag someone into this. "I...I'm sorry" I whisper finally leaving.

Ryan was gone. I looked at my side table, to get a glass of water and there was a paper with something written on it. I took it and started to read. It was Ryan's message for me. It said, "I am going to my house. There are pills for headache in the drawer. I didn't mean to harm you in any way from the beginning. I just liked you the moment I met you. But now I saw how scared you were. So, I think we aren't meant for eachother. I will not come for you anymore. And I am sure you also want to stay away from me. You deserve a loving human. And I can't be one even if I pretend to be one. I hope you liked the moments we spent together but If you don't want my memories with you. You can call me any

Aakash vented out "Aakash, I have made my decision already, you guys don't understand it! I don't want to marry any one of mum's choice, spoilt brats! what will I discuss with them, 'when does Gucci have sale!' tell me! will you find someone who won't be clingy and give me space?" "I don't think Gucci has a sale" Aakash mentioned

I said but he cut me off in between. " I what... Huh? What problem you have with me " he thundered back. " I have a problem with your existence... Why do you even exist on earth " I said as I tried to keep my tears at bay, I will not cry no... I will not. " oh, so now you even have a problem with my existence you... You.. " he got stuck. " you... You... What? Huh? Can't even find words to argue... How will you find there is nothing you can say about me " I said with a smirk.

"in this country, while you are here, You are mine so don't even try to do it with other men even if you wanted to" "and what happens when I went home? Do we forget everything that happened to us?" "that's right, You live in the same country as my girlfriend which makes it more dangerous if we ever get caught so whatever it is we had, we should forget about it as if it never happened. I know that I should be responsible for making you like this but I can't do anything about it, that is why I told you not to fall for me so that it would be much easier for you to forget whatever we have"