Novel & Cerita If I Can't Be Yours

“I-I c-can’t do it, Raze.” “A-Are you rejecting me?”

I can never love him. "Why?" He stepped towards me and towered above me. I stood up as I was feeling very small in front of him. "I can never love you" There was no fear in my voice as I was stating the truth. I can never love him. "Why you can't love me? I have everything that a girl wants, looks, money, name and fame"

I can’t breathe. ##########

Considering I've just about closed down my business, and find myself currently unemployed, a lot of people would say I should be grateful. 'But you're not.' He let go of her chin abruptly and moved back. 'Isabella, is there someone you'd rather be with?' 'What?' She stared at him in amazement. 'No, of course there isn't. You can't seriously believe—' *All right.' He held up a hand that wasn't quite steady. 'I accept that. Which means it's me. I'm the problem.' 'I—yes. In a way. But you see—' She broke off^ unable to find the words to make him see that she understood he couldn't manufacture love where no love existed.

Trying to fight it but it's even getting hard to take a breath, trying to fight my body and take a deep breath. "Fuck Kian!"

I'd love to know the parts in the book or would I say each chapter that has gotten your interest. And for those that are reading this book that I haven't mentioned, don't feel annoyed as I can't know you since you didn't comment and neither voted for Why Can't I Be Yours? Thanks to you all that are reading and I'm unaware of. Love, Joy.

I murmur, "for being annoying." We lay horizontally along the bed, on top of the covers but too enraptured to care. This towering building may be full of people, but I have never felt so alone with him. "Annoying? No." "Maybe just a little," I say. His arm secures around me, and I peer up from the crook. I think about saying it back—telling him, I'm yours, but it feels like a lie. How can I say I am his if I am unable to truly be his? I'm yours, but you can't touch me. I'm yours, but I'm too nervous to speak. I'm yours, I'm yours—

" I can't talk or reason with you when you're like this . " ©#KCMmuoe

“Amara…” “No,” I said, stepping back. “Don’t say my name like that.” Adrian watched quietly, now letting it unfold, because this was what he wanted. The truth is breaking through bit by bit. My chest rose and fell unevenly. “Tell me the truth,” I said. Julian’s hands clenched at his sides. “I can’t.” The words shattered the moment; my heart dropped. The betrayal hit hard at the moment. “You can’t… or you won’t?”

I picked it up and read carefully. [10.11 You probably don't know, but I've always liked you.] [10.25 I asked Hannah to help make you dislike me, but she went too far. I punished her harshly. She won't dare bother you again.] [1.20 I know I'm not sick and don't need medication, so I've decided to be brave for once, for myself.] [2.16 So you've already moved on, and you even have a wonderful boyfriend. It makes me really sad.]