Novel & Cerita If I Can't Love Her

"I thought you were different. I thought you loved me." I stood up, my chest aching. "I do love you. That's why I'm saying this. Get help, or I can't do this anymore." My voice was steady, but inside, I was falling apart, her words twisting the knife. I wanted to save her, but I couldn't lose Sienna too. She glared, wiping her face. "Fine. I'll go. But don't pretend you're doing this for me. You just want your perfect life back."

I should be angry and throwing a tantrum, but I am surprised and still come and not angry, just a bit disappointed, though. 'Am sorry I didn't tell. I knew you would disagree. You are so proud, but I want you to be okay. Somewhere I can see you every day and know you are really fine. Steph, you know that I care about you so much that you are always on my mind. Life without you is becoming hard for me. I wish you could just give me a chance to be there for you. To love and cherish you. Please say yes to me. Be my girlfriend.'

No suffering in the world, no matter physical or mental, could ever compete with that. “Fuck you! Ian! Fuck!” She screamed and wailed like a real madman. Ian was shocked by her burst. He had never truly loved anyone. He was incapable of that. He didn’t know that the consequence of taking someone’s true love away could be so devastating. It could literally drive a man crazy….

“You’re lying.” She shook her head. “I am not.” My fists clenched. “You’re saying that the woman I love—my mate—is cursed just for remembering who she is?” “Yes.” I growled, fury licking at my veins. “Then tell me how to break it.” She stared into my soul as she whispered, “You can’t.” The world tilted for a moment. I forced myself to breathe, to think. “There’s always a way,” I said, voice sharp as a blade.

“I used to love her so much. She was my entire world. She was the mother I loved more than anything... and in the end, she was the one who betrayed me.” She wept silently, the depth of her pain known only to herself. And so was the hatred that came with it.

'I want to hate her! But I can't!

But I'm certain that love itself isn't fair. He hurt my mother badly and at this point, I feel that I share her fate. We are both unlucky concerning love. I can only hope that God fixes mum and dads relationship. I'm certain that my love story was a mistake from the start; I just didn't realise it. It was dark around us as we have been travelling for hours. The night breeze swept over my face. It has been something I've always adored. I looked up from the window and wished the breeze could take my problems away.

She stammers to say anything. "But I can't. Why don't you understand?", she mumbles in a cracked voice. "I love someone else. I can't do it" "To the heck of your love!", I groan. "Can't you see my love?", I jerk her, grabbing her waist. "Are you blind to see my love? Tell me" "I.... I can...see", she says in a shaking voice. "But I can't. Please let this go. Let me go. I can never love you. I can never keep you happy. I love Christian. I only love him"

I behave insanely. This is because of Janu. She ruined our beautiful life...Yes! She ruined my life completely even after knowing my love. I never ever hope up with humanity for her again. I would make her understand how much it pains and will make her run out of my life. What a bloody creature she is!!!! I am the hero of the story but she changed me to the Villian role. I will make her run.....I blabbered and fell down.... "Can't Forget you, My love, "

'I didn’t love you to seek revenge.i I didn’t love you out of loneliness or unhappiness. I didn’t love you for any of the misguided reasons that time might convince you I did. I just loved you because you’re you. If you cannot hold me in your arms, then hold my memory in high regard. And if I cannot be in your life, then at least let me live in your heart.' 🌹🌹 I'm Falling In Love With You Ruthless (Part 2) 🌹🌹