If I Cant Have You Novels & Stories

“I wish I could give myself to you as he gave himself to Deborah.” “But you can’t?” “No,” I say softly. “I don't think I can. I don’t know how to love anymore.”

I'm completely and utterly sorry for everything that I was, and everything I failed to be. I don’t know what you want now. I don’t know what you feel. I don’t want to control it either, To scheme and just... I just don't want to lose you. I don't... I can't. Cause I cannot imagine a life without you. You were never invisible to me. You're the only light I had... how could I not possibly see your glow? You're perfect. So fucking perfect you're haunting me. But it's all my fault.

Because while they want to protect me, I couldn’t live with myself if I lost them because of me. This is the end of Book one Can’t you hear me now. Please share this story with your friends. I’m working on a second book with new point of views. Things are going to get crazy.

I can't control anymore. "Madhan, I miss Akshadh. I love him. I love him madly. I can't give him to anyone. Please help me to sort out the situation," "Dhiya, Are you okay?" He asked me back caringly. Tears rolled down to my cheeks, "Madhan, I failed in this war. I feel guilty too when I think about Janu. I can't sacrifice Akshadh. Also, I can't think of my life without him. I become completely mad. I want him, please give him to me," I moaned.

to add life into her eyes once again but why wasn't I happy? I want her happiness right? then why couldn't I see her move on? I just can't...I can't see her smiling with another man other than me...it sets my heart on fire...it feels like an iron fist clenching my beating muscle, it feels like death just seeing her with someone who is not me. Even if I want to let her go I just can't...I can't...I just can't. I am so selfish...I feel disgusted but everything is fair in love and war, right?

We weren’t supposed to be married? Vincent stepped closer, his presence overwhelming. “It matters to me.” My breath hitched. He wasn’t teasing, wasn’t smirking. He meant it. “Why?” I whispered before I could stop myself. His gaze softened, just slightly. “Because I don’t like sharing what’s mine.” The words stole the strength from my legs. I stumbled back until my shoulders brushed against a canvas. He stopped a mere inch away, towering over me. “Vincent—”

“Do you hate me this much?” Raw grief washed over me and the stone in my throat tightened like a noose around my neck cutting off my air supply. “I can’t…I can’t live without you. Don’t you get it? You are my fire, my storm. I lost you once and I can’t…I can’t do it again.”

"I cannot let you do this!" "You have no say!" I yelled back, "you have no say, haven't you realized, though I love you to death, with every morsel of my being but I cannot put up with this anymore. I cannot be delusional anymore, I have seen that it pays me nothing to sit and keep believing that you may want me, that there may be something in you that slightly desires me because there isn't. You don't want me, you do not love me, you do not desire me, not even slightly."

I'd love to know the parts in the book or would I say each chapter that has gotten your interest. And for those that are reading this book that I haven't mentioned, don't feel annoyed as I can't know you since you didn't comment and neither voted for Why Can't I Be Yours? Thanks to you all that are reading and I'm unaware of. Love, Joy.

Heart… please, give way to the man willing to provide us with the world. I don’t know if this relationship will work… or crash and burn like the last one. But for now, you need to stop bleeding for the wrong man you once thought was your forever.