If I Cant Have You Novels & Stories

PIETRO GIACOMETTI I CAN'T. I can't lose her again. I have lost Caily once before and I had to stay nine fucking years without her. That could not happen again. I ran a hand through my hair, pulling it back with a quite strong grip. My breathing was irregular and I was feeling a whole lot of fucking awful feeling all at the same time.

I can never love him. "Why?" He stepped towards me and towered above me. I stood up as I was feeling very small in front of him. "I can never love you" There was no fear in my voice as I was stating the truth. I can never love him. "Why you can't love me? I have everything that a girl wants, looks, money, name and fame"

He looked at me. "Fine, let’s go home," he said, reaching for my hand, but I didn’t let him. I walked out of the mansion and went directly to his car. I bit my bottom lip while waiting for him to get inside when someone started talking to him. Why does it hurt to love someone I can’t have? I’ll just admire you from afar, Diego. I want to tell you that I love you, but I can’t.

Can I persuade her to marry me? No. I can't do that unless I feel something for her and for that she has to be here. And as she is not here that can't happen. What a mess I am in?

I traced it with my fingers, touching the flowers, embedded in the fabric. My heart ached when reality reminded me that I had no one to put this on for. I was too damn mad at Adrian and I had no idea what he should do to make me go back to him. Matt’s grinning face popped into my mind, but I shook my head to chase him away. He was crazy attractive, but for all I knew, he might even have a wife.

I tried to a lot, not to love you However, you cannot control love My heart has fallen for you Beloved, it is not the fault of my heart

I promise as I stand tall, searching for a way out. But there is none, and I don’t have enough power to make it out. Damn.

“I can’t do that, Lyra.” I stared at him. “What do you mean you can’t do that?” “Because it doesn’t work that way.” “Then make it work!” I snapped. “You’re clearly capable of impossible things, so fix it!” “I can’t. It can't be undone. You have to learn to be okay with this.”

I hate myself for this, I hate myself for this so much, I just can't forgive myself at all. I'm hurting him,I know I am. It's sad I can't be with who I want to be with.

Wanting him, dreaming about him, and knowing I can’t have him. Something has to change. I just hope when it changes, I will still be okay.